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Firstly, College. I chose to go to college after succesfully gaining 5 C's in my GCSE's, the first few week's we're fun, interesting and everything seemed great. It was like so laid back and seemed a "doss" and a place to just "mess around with yer mates". Unfortunatly this has made an effect on me, making me lazy and not giving a monkey about the work that has to be done. Currently i'm behind with all of my coursework, i'm meant to be doing it at home but I seriously have no motivation to do it.
Basically I just cannot be arrsed, I even miss lessons once or twice a week because I can't be bothered to get out of bed. We've got A/S exams in 4 days and I probably won't revise for it, I want to do well and everything but this student lifestyle has changed me into a bed-dwelling lazy person. I just dunno what to do, maybe its because i'm too much of a spaz to go to Uni, giving me no reason to go to college. University's will never accept me because the course I want to go into will only let people with A2 Advanced Maths grades in. They don't want no media student with a geography and computing grade.
*sigh*
I even considered dropping out the other day, but something makes me want to hold on.
Secondly, today at work I received a letter from one of my managers, I opened it only to find that i'd been given a formal warning. Apparently last sunday my till was found to be £10 over what was expected, meaning that I, or some collegue that used my till shortchanged a customer. The letter states that if it happens again I will get the sack straight away without question. I only started working there 3 months ago, I went into work this morning feeling cheerful, I was really getting to know everyone there and work seemed enjoyable. Its only when managers are put into the picture everything turns sour.
Why am I telling you people this? I just needed a space to write out problems and it just seems easier to explain it to people you'll never meet. I never tell my parents/family anything, so this just seemed an easier option..
Muh
You pick yourself up and you do the work that needs to be done, or you can hang your head in shame that you had the opportunity to better yourself and do something with your life but you passed it up. And why? So you could stay in bed a bit longer? Play on your PS2? Be a grown up and realise what the right course of action is.
There's your motivation.
Last minute essays get done on time
Exams are passed
More jobs are there
etc
Just go through periods like this, should stick it out.
Even after removing all intersting things out of sight (console, mags, etc.), I still find it hard to actually knuckle down and study - in fact, most of the time I find myself doing other things (some menial, like tidying the room)- in fact, anything but the actual studying. Oh, and there's this stupid forum that I waste hours per day on.
> Chin up big guy, I'll get you a hooker.
Possibly one thats not called "Steve"
Thanks mate