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Am I special? Am I different? If I died today would anyone remember me?
No
Is there anyway I can be special, Is there any achievement I can make that would make me feel that I was worthy enough to go out among people with pride and confidence. At this point I have to say no. I don't think that my life will ever amount top anything that will make me proud of myself.
I'm very up and down. I'm so amazingly happy one minute, and then I find myself on the floor crying the next. I'm finding it hard to express exactly what I'm feeling today. But I need to get this off my chest and for people to read it.
I want to be amazing. I want to make a difference. I want for the world to grieve for me when I die. I want attebtion. I want love. I want friendship. I really want friendship, and someone to talk to, someone who understands and won't judge me. But I can't reach out to the people I know. Its not the way I am. So I sit here and tella bunch of anonymous readers my deepest feelings.
How sad is that?
No
Is there anyway I can be special, Is there any achievement I can make that would make me feel that I was worthy enough to go out among people with pride and confidence. At this point I have to say no. I don't think that my life will ever amount top anything that will make me proud of myself.
I'm very up and down. I'm so amazingly happy one minute, and then I find myself on the floor crying the next. I'm finding it hard to express exactly what I'm feeling today. But I need to get this off my chest and for people to read it.
I want to be amazing. I want to make a difference. I want for the world to grieve for me when I die. I want attebtion. I want love. I want friendship. I really want friendship, and someone to talk to, someone who understands and won't judge me. But I can't reach out to the people I know. Its not the way I am. So I sit here and tella bunch of anonymous readers my deepest feelings.
How sad is that?
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This might be irrelevant and please don't take offence, but if you are currently smoking cannabis, stop now.
I went through a time of this after a biker mate died, and layong off the smoke helped in the long run.
I went through a time of this after a biker mate died, and layong off the smoke helped in the long run.
I wouldn't. I had a friend who had schizophrenia brought on by cannabis.
All will be sucked into the void and none shall remember. Death is eternal and memories only last a life time. Even Shakespeare, the man who cures cancer or the first women to have an alien's baby will be forgotten.
S, I didn't have you tagged as a deep thinker.
I see your point. I'm considering your answer.
I may be some time.
I see your point. I'm considering your answer.
I may be some time.
*laughing*
I think you'll find that I'm a little deeper than you think.
I think you'll find that I'm a little deeper than you think.
The sagacious one wrote:
>Even Shakespeare, the man who cures cancer
I didn't realise ol' Bill cured cancer...?
>Even Shakespeare, the man who cures cancer
I didn't realise ol' Bill cured cancer...?
unless you're talking to some other S,
it which case I'm still the mean, shallow bruiser type ;)
it which case I'm still the mean, shallow bruiser type ;)
btw that should be man or woman who cures cancer.
I'm in with a shot you know :p
I'm in with a shot you know :p
Maybe thats what you will be remebered for?
S, you are the only S I know.
your not the only simon I know though
your not the only simon I know though
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