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"To everyone"

I want to say something to everyone here who has known me and talked to me at some point. I have just suffered something particularly earth shatteringly bad and I am in the worst state I think I have ever been in. I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face and I find little reason in my life to live.

Basically the people who have been my so called friends for the majority of my life abandoned me i nthe cruelest way possible, I have nowhere to turn to and my life feels empty.

My depression is so bad that I feel sick and I dont want to continue living one more bit, I just want to say that if I do something stupid tonight like taking my own life, I want to say thankyou to everyone here at the forums for been my friends and helping me out when I needed you.

I hope I do return here and get my life sorted out but I didnt want to leave without saying goodbye.

Take care everyone.

-kyz22-

LL man, when you gonna become a reggie?
:-D

Listen, amn, this exact same thing happened to me, and I know how you feel. There some sense of betrayal, sadness, anger, loathing and emptiness in there somewhere, but this isn't it.

Life has a hell of a lot to give, and it's best you've found out these 'friends' aren't anyone worthy of your time. There're people who can be much better friends for you outside that box your 'friends' have put you in. Look outside, and there're plenty of people who you can talk to and get to know a lot better.

When this happened to me, I found that it hurt A LOT at first. However, people are there around you, and so pick yourself up, get some new people you enjoy being around, and ensure you don't give the time of day to the other people who have cast your state of mind into complete desolation. And don't for a second consider suicide - taking your life over these people is devoting far, FAR too much to them. To waste your life over these people gives them something they don't deserve anymore - your attention.

Whatever you do, just get some new friends, and soon things will look up, I guarantee it. :-)

probably.

I think the samaritans might be a better number to call.

found this

http://www.changeourminds.com

or try Childline 08001111

they won't blab.

Get on MSN now... Ask DW about my anti-depresant ways... ask Him.

*slaps Kyle*

wake up.

Now.

I'm going through the same thing.

just find something on the internet that amuses you.
Then download 'Stay Positive' by The Streets (a song) and it's bound to cheer you. up.

*slaps Kyle*

Don't you try and confuse me with your darn metaphors!

You are looking at your life like a jigsaw, which it is. But you are viewing it through a keyhole, instead of looking at it as a whole picture.

Yay! I'm special.