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"To everyone"

I want to say something to everyone here who has known me and talked to me at some point. I have just suffered something particularly earth shatteringly bad and I am in the worst state I think I have ever been in. I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face and I find little reason in my life to live.

Basically the people who have been my so called friends for the majority of my life abandoned me i nthe cruelest way possible, I have nowhere to turn to and my life feels empty.

My depression is so bad that I feel sick and I dont want to continue living one more bit, I just want to say that if I do something stupid tonight like taking my own life, I want to say thankyou to everyone here at the forums for been my friends and helping me out when I needed you.

I hope I do return here and get my life sorted out but I didnt want to leave without saying goodbye.

Take care everyone.

-kyz22-

Hmm.

I'm sure its not that bad.

*stands awkardly....is that it?*

Indeed.

'Dark night of the soul' over then....

gerrid wrote:
> Let's all watch The Falcons verses The Eagles on Sky Sports 3.

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yey!

Down! Set! HUUUT!

*Pootles*

Let's all watch The Falcons verses The Eagles on Sky Sports 3.

Kyz22 wrote:
> Sorry I didnt want to drag you all into this im really sorry.

There is no reason for you to be sorry mate.

What your friends did was really really trerrible. They are obviously not your friends. However, killing yourself is deffinately not the answer. I think we have all been down there and we have all wanted it to end. But it is not the way to go. No matter how right it feels.

Now you know who your real friends are. Kepp them close to you. Do not be afraid to talk about your true feelings. Anyone who thakes the mic for that is lower than low and is not a person and definately not a friend.

If you want Kyz, I will always be here to talk. No matter what it is about I will stand by you like I will anyone who is as good a mate as you.

Idlewild, I told him all the advice you told me :cd

Guess I beat ya too it.

I'd like to say thankyou to everyone who helped me last night I was so down but I have sort of cheered up a bit. Everyone who talked to me last night and posted in the thread all had a part to play in me being here now. I talked to my girlfriend about it too and she helped alot.

I have lost a best friend in the last 24 hour and that feels worse than losing my right arm, but I will survive. Thankyou to everyone for your support and advice it really means alot to me.

And please excuse that ridiculous double-post, due to some sort of server failure.

Ah, well...you can't win 'em all!

Hell, I dunno. I've pretty much become the infinite newbie on this place, and I'm happy with that at the mo.

Newbie forever!

Hell, I dunno. I've pretty much become the infinite newbie on this place, and I'm happy with that at the mo.

Newbie forever!