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"I'm too old for this"

Shouldn't people hiding your stuff finish when you leave school?

I'm actually really upset about this in a confusing yet l;ocking my self away on the toilet and sobbing way, so any immanture remarks are best kept to yourself.

Part of my work is helping out one of the girls I work with called Afroditi to isolate white blood cells from whole blood. I go and collect a box which contains a syringe full of blood in it.

Today I brought the box into the lab and went to put on my lab coat. When I got back to the box there was no blood in it, so I assumed that the hospital had forgotten to put the syringe in.

Another girl from the lab then called me over to ask some advice about something else, when I got back from doing that I told Afroditi that there was no blood in the box, so she opened it up and there the blood was.

Know I feel so syupid, I feel like a complete idiot for making a fool of myself, and for getting set up, and asked for my advice, when the only reason was to get me out of the way.

Dramatic I know, but I wanted to be dead, then I wanted the people who had done it to be dead, and I think there is something wrong with me, because this is such a small thing and I've gone completely to pieces over it. I just needed to tell someone, and here is the only outlet I have right now.

nope

Na, don't bother.

Are you worried about something?
Have you some unfinished business for the day?

i don't know why i'm not sleeping, i'm tired but i don't want to sleep, it's making me cry out of frustration, i don't know if i should go doctors because i don't want to waste their time!

I know what you mean darling.
2 nights and 4 hours sleep now for me.

i can't sleep..no matter how tired I am i just dont sleep, i'm tired now and i went to bed but i can't sleep i can't explain it. It's like I don't want to miss anything, i slept for six hours and i felt bad (even tho i had been up for 24 hours) because it felt like i wasted my like..meh i got to go to the doctors!

Lack of sleep. Which is nothing by the way, I've gone 54 hours with no sleep so far. And I had a two exam this morning.

whats not?

Well that's not going to make things any better.

Goatboy wrote:
> Darling wrote:
> PS-my boyfriend dumped me today, i'm very fragile and will accept
> ANY
> words of wisdom, do not say anything about fish and sea's!
> ---
>
> I feel that the best way to exact revenge and make yourself feel
> better is to sleep with somebody else.
> Provided you are over 16 and don't look like a man


Went out last night and pulled..actually i pulled a 'friend' so thats gonna be awkward but i didn't sleep with him! I think we going out tonight except, well another mate got taken to hospital and so we was up there, i got home at 7am this morning, and i had 5 hours sleep the night before and woke up at 7am for an exam, all in all a rubbishy day with 5 hours sleep for 48 hours!

"Maybe you split up because he/she found your touch repellant and the thought of spending another moment together worse than being faceraped by a Rhinocerous?"

That always makes me feel antsy