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"I just found out...."

My recent ex-girlfriend's Dad died and I'm taken aback.

I went out with her for a year before she broke my heart declaring she didn't love me and fell apart. Well I've picked myself back up and have a new potential girlfriend. Sadly my ex has come back to haunt me, who I still care for deeply telling me her Dad died of cancer. A disease I knew he had.

She seemed devestated and even in the worst of times she always managed to laugh. It brings me to my knees that I'm not with her now... helping her through this. The thing is I never knew her Dad, we knew of eachother but because her parents split I never saw her father. All I know is my beloved ex Amy is upset. And that has somehow, deeply, emotionally attacked me.

Do I still love her?

Sorry for my ramble, it is late I need sleep. But my work is needing doing. seeya guys soon.

There i did it....

Anything else EB?

Darn

English_Bloke wrote:
> Damn, I was going to ask you to swear as well.

Well I dunno.....S'a bit risky.... ok here goes.....

Damn, I was going to ask you to swear as well.

Yeah, you've been a help, as always.

If there's ever ANYTHING I can do for you.....

(well we're talking before the watershed genre obviously....)

I'm glad we were able to have this conversation, Colourless
. It's good to share feelings.

Good luck with it all.

i'm in love, he loves me too* life is good









*he's drunk, he said he loves me lots, does this count?

English_Bloke wrote:
> Heh, just looked back and it turns out I talked to you about this
> before.
>
> And I do care, but I'm a lazy, lazy man.

Yeah I noticed that. But I'm too lazy to talk about it actually. We'll see what happens....

Heh, just looked back and it turns out I talked to you about this before.

And I do care, but I'm a lazy, lazy man.

I'm not changing anything. you can't just change someone's beliefs. Nothing she has said to me will make me change my beliefs, it just makes me think differently about the person that I am