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it seems i can find no way of regaining the respect/trust of many of the people i know at school. some people make others laugh by doing something, but if a different kind of person did the same thing, they would hurl abuseat him/her. i'm a middle of the road type person. i'm neither popular nor despised.
i don't like the way things are at school, and i don't want to be particularly popular, just someone who can be leaned on by people at times. i hate my character, because i dont show my true colours. im either walking differently to my normal stance to look 'cool' or just doing things i'd probably never do normally. i also get paranoid about people seeing my boxers/pants underneath my trousers.
it's for these reasons i've desperately tried to change my appearance. working out, showering much more than usual, or growing my hair, but nothing really hits the spot. I hate my moles, aswell, and i'm ashamed of this, even though they are only about 2mm thick, they annoy me because they're dotted around my face - about 7 or 8. It's not recently i've been ashamed of my appearance, but the fact that my hormones are about to go berserk has amplified this. whenever i see a girl i know from school (particularly if it's someone i can't help having feelings for), i just wan't to be able to go out and talk, but it's just not gonna happen. i feel like such a fool. And whenever i see a 'popular' lad, it makes me sick, because they're just morons, and i can't get round the way it's turned out, because i'm not a bad person.
Today, i was out in town with my mum and sister (who's 21), and we only wen't there for them to look for another bed for my bro, and me to go to a stationary shop to look for art things, and so they got sidetracked, and looked around tarty women's shops. Then, to my horror i see 4 girls i know from school, and i'm thinking 'oh S***'. they KNEW i were there.
One of the major things i'm ashamed of is my nature. i stay indoors all day, trying to avoid going out, and when i do i get extremely nervous and try to stay out of visibility.
i need help.
i don't like the way things are at school, and i don't want to be particularly popular, just someone who can be leaned on by people at times. i hate my character, because i dont show my true colours. im either walking differently to my normal stance to look 'cool' or just doing things i'd probably never do normally. i also get paranoid about people seeing my boxers/pants underneath my trousers.
it's for these reasons i've desperately tried to change my appearance. working out, showering much more than usual, or growing my hair, but nothing really hits the spot. I hate my moles, aswell, and i'm ashamed of this, even though they are only about 2mm thick, they annoy me because they're dotted around my face - about 7 or 8. It's not recently i've been ashamed of my appearance, but the fact that my hormones are about to go berserk has amplified this. whenever i see a girl i know from school (particularly if it's someone i can't help having feelings for), i just wan't to be able to go out and talk, but it's just not gonna happen. i feel like such a fool. And whenever i see a 'popular' lad, it makes me sick, because they're just morons, and i can't get round the way it's turned out, because i'm not a bad person.
Today, i was out in town with my mum and sister (who's 21), and we only wen't there for them to look for another bed for my bro, and me to go to a stationary shop to look for art things, and so they got sidetracked, and looked around tarty women's shops. Then, to my horror i see 4 girls i know from school, and i'm thinking 'oh S***'. they KNEW i were there.
One of the major things i'm ashamed of is my nature. i stay indoors all day, trying to avoid going out, and when i do i get extremely nervous and try to stay out of visibility.
i need help.
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Icarus wrote:
> And by that I don't mean shaving off all your hair and turn up at
> school stark naked.
that sounds appealing...
> And by that I don't mean shaving off all your hair and turn up at
> school stark naked.
that sounds appealing...
Just get out there instead of moping around these forums. During the GCSE years I found that having a small circle of friends worked out for me, as you get to spend time with others but still have enough for yourself. Oh, and try to etch out a unique character in yourself, eh?
And by that I don't mean shaving off all your hair and turn up at school stark naked, but try to emphasis what you really are like - although when a group of popular kids come along, it's best to stay quiet and act "normal".
People tend to stand out more when talking to a small group (or even one to one), and that's how you make "proper" friends. I reckon so anyway.
And by that I don't mean shaving off all your hair and turn up at school stark naked, but try to emphasis what you really are like - although when a group of popular kids come along, it's best to stay quiet and act "normal".
People tend to stand out more when talking to a small group (or even one to one), and that's how you make "proper" friends. I reckon so anyway.
UrkiE-UK wrote:
> Clazon wrote:
> i enjoyed the rise of nations music you sugested.
>
> :D
>
> lol, i'm glad someone actually tried it :D
they shouldve put it in the game.
:D
> Clazon wrote:
> i enjoyed the rise of nations music you sugested.
>
> :D
>
> lol, i'm glad someone actually tried it :D
they shouldve put it in the game.
:D
hit the nail on the head that time, but it bent and you had to take it out and put a new one in.
you're half right - but i'm not sure if you've caught on this but i'm a bit scared of going out on my own.
but i'm going out on bikes with a few mates tonight so, y'know. i'm fine with that, and i enjoy seeing the lad in front of me go head over heels from a sharp stop to avoid collision with a car pulling out.
you're half right - but i'm not sure if you've caught on this but i'm a bit scared of going out on my own.
but i'm going out on bikes with a few mates tonight so, y'know. i'm fine with that, and i enjoy seeing the lad in front of me go head over heels from a sharp stop to avoid collision with a car pulling out.
And i bet the reason u started this topic has sometihng to do with a girl?!?!
UrkiE-UK wrote:
> oh, and when i said long hair, i only meant about 5cm long...
>
> i shoulder have said long-ER hair.
I thought you meant growing more hair as in a beard......never mind...
> oh, and when i said long hair, i only meant about 5cm long...
>
> i shoulder have said long-ER hair.
I thought you meant growing more hair as in a beard......never mind...
oh, and when i said long hair, i only meant about 5cm long...
i shoulder have said long-ER hair.
i shoulder have said long-ER hair.
Clazon wrote:
> i enjoyed the rise of nations music you sugested.
>
> :D
lol, i'm glad someone actually tried it :D
> i enjoyed the rise of nations music you sugested.
>
> :D
lol, i'm glad someone actually tried it :D
cookie monster wrote:
> Blank wrote:
> PS Long hair is cool.
>
> Please note: May be untrue.
It IS cool, and we all know it. If you saw me in real life, you'd drop a brick at the sheer coolness before you.
> Blank wrote:
> PS Long hair is cool.
>
> Please note: May be untrue.
It IS cool, and we all know it. If you saw me in real life, you'd drop a brick at the sheer coolness before you.
i enjoyed the rise of nations music you sugested.
:D
:D
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