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"What is wrong with me?"

Well i met this nice girl online seen etc that was last year.
We had so many laughs at first we met out of the blue (she was on her bros comp) then she added me to msn for some reason, she was the one who made the move and kept on hinting me to say the L word.
I didn't cos i was scared, i am shy in RL and i didnt think i was in her league. Well it came to my old clans meet up a couple of them go to the club as most english teens do, turns out one of my clan mates had a nice :o with her, he has a GF and he's older than her but i felt betrayed cos we were so close he was also a good mate of mine. She listened to me comforted me, made me laugh.. almost destroyed my education cos i took time off to talk to her in the i didnt cos i did well in my exams this year. I go and leave my clan a couple of months after that letting all my anger out on them.
She was annoyed with me not coming to the meet up she wouldnt talk to me.
After that i didn't talk to her at all i felt betrayed.
A year on i thought i could move on, find someone else but i can't then i remember the good times i had with her and it does my head in, i still she her. Some of you might be against meeting girls, boys online but this aint the first time for me, one time somebody behind my back told a girl im too quiet she couldnt stop talking about me (i listened in to what she was saying :p) then he comes along and spoils it.
I'm only 17 but i feel so low i just want 2002 to go away.
I'm I a idiot to feel this way?

Who are u?

And Sniper, here's what's wrong with you:

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I'll leave you to think about that one :)

Stryke wrote:
> MoJoJoJo wrote:
> I'm sorry, could someone translate his orignal post into English?
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> We could do with a Sniper to English translation program.

That's another suggestion to add to the side-bar!

Better to have a stryke mallet.

MoJoJoJo wrote:
> I'm sorry, could someone translate his orignal post into English?

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We could do with a Sniper to English translation program.

You know Grix a load of stuff is the back of my mind the way i acted on this forum 2/3 years ago... was stupid then i went and left my best ever clan after letting all my anger out on all the clan mates i known for 2 years. That was stupid but i was 15/16 then and 17 has made me wiser i think I'm nearly 18 in 3 months cant wait the more wiser i get the better.
If i think something is right for me i cant let it go.

Mmm... maybe that thought in the back of your head is just what you want, not what they are. And if you truly believe that thought in the back of your head is exactly who they are, then you're a fool to let it go by.

All the same, life does seem to go far too fast. Everyone moving and all... people arguing, generally being unable to truly communicate.

Ah well. If you can find someone you really can truly communicate to though, congratulations, you're good for life. There's nothing like a friend.

I have a good feeling about 2003... arsenal winning more trophies, me celebrating my 18th and maybe even getting back to some old mates and gals :p

People try to go places too fast these days, the pressure of society I suppose. The problem is that if you don't then someone else may decide to cut in.

You have to ask that if they were so easily turned, then perhaps they weren't the one for you? Communication is difficult in these situations, but do try to talk to her about it all.

Oh, and it takes you ages to get over someone. Sometimes you just seem to have them in the back of your mind forever, but don't let it stop you getting on with your life.

Good luck in 2003.

Basically i liked her but she went and :o with a good mate that was in my clan that was last year tho.