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Well i met this nice girl online seen etc that was last year.
We had so many laughs at first we met out of the blue (she was on her bros comp) then she added me to msn for some reason, she was the one who made the move and kept on hinting me to say the L word.
I didn't cos i was scared, i am shy in RL and i didnt think i was in her league. Well it came to my old clans meet up a couple of them go to the club as most english teens do, turns out one of my clan mates had a nice :o with her, he has a GF and he's older than her but i felt betrayed cos we were so close he was also a good mate of mine. She listened to me comforted me, made me laugh.. almost destroyed my education cos i took time off to talk to her in the i didnt cos i did well in my exams this year. I go and leave my clan a couple of months after that letting all my anger out on them.
She was annoyed with me not coming to the meet up she wouldnt talk to me.
After that i didn't talk to her at all i felt betrayed.
A year on i thought i could move on, find someone else but i can't then i remember the good times i had with her and it does my head in, i still she her. Some of you might be against meeting girls, boys online but this aint the first time for me, one time somebody behind my back told a girl im too quiet she couldnt stop talking about me (i listened in to what she was saying :p) then he comes along and spoils it.
I'm only 17 but i feel so low i just want 2002 to go away.
I'm I a idiot to feel this way?
We had so many laughs at first we met out of the blue (she was on her bros comp) then she added me to msn for some reason, she was the one who made the move and kept on hinting me to say the L word.
I didn't cos i was scared, i am shy in RL and i didnt think i was in her league. Well it came to my old clans meet up a couple of them go to the club as most english teens do, turns out one of my clan mates had a nice :o with her, he has a GF and he's older than her but i felt betrayed cos we were so close he was also a good mate of mine. She listened to me comforted me, made me laugh.. almost destroyed my education cos i took time off to talk to her in the i didnt cos i did well in my exams this year. I go and leave my clan a couple of months after that letting all my anger out on them.
She was annoyed with me not coming to the meet up she wouldnt talk to me.
After that i didn't talk to her at all i felt betrayed.
A year on i thought i could move on, find someone else but i can't then i remember the good times i had with her and it does my head in, i still she her. Some of you might be against meeting girls, boys online but this aint the first time for me, one time somebody behind my back told a girl im too quiet she couldnt stop talking about me (i listened in to what she was saying :p) then he comes along and spoils it.
I'm only 17 but i feel so low i just want 2002 to go away.
I'm I a idiot to feel this way?
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I wonder if he returned with the girl or not.
I doubt even he knows if it was for 5 years, that's a hell of along time to be lost.
Where did you go?
When I was young-ish I went out with this girl for five years. :c\
I've had at least 5 girls interested in me nothing happened... 6 including when i was v young....
At least you girl interested in you, or speaking to you. Me? I've had 2 girlsfriends in my whole life. The first one was an ugly bint, and I only went out with to stop her asking me out every 5 minutes. The second 1 cheated on me a week after we started going out.
I don't even have the nerve to talk to girls that i like. I sit next to one in about 3 classes and all I have said to her all year is 'Hello' and 'Can I borrow your rubber'. I'm that pathetic.
I talk to her on the Wb every now and then, and jump up to see if it is her when anybody logs on MSN, but I think I've scared her away with my mannerisms and stupid chatter.
I haven't even had a Kiss. i rarely go out, and when I do, It is only to play football.
What I really need to do is start going to the Cinema more, with my mates. I like that, and they are the only people (minus family) I feel a home with. Otherwise I feel like I am putting on a show to people to make me look weird.
You see, when you have got a weight problem like mine, you've got to put a mask on to draw attention away from your obvious problems, and to make you a lot more likeable.
When you are thin, you don't have that problem. You notice how thin people usually are the most popular people? because they abuse the strange people, the ones with more problems than themselves. They think they have more power than them, and on a mental side, they do. They are on a higher stance and have the ability to make peoples lives hell.
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I think my lack of confidence around girls is all based around my 'mask'. I'm afraid to show my true self, because, if I do, I think they'll recognise who I am, a fat yorkshire man in the middle of manchester.
Yes, i do have a personailty. A caring one which is willing to help people out (ask DW about the Christmas issue), but girls nowadays don't want that stuff. Girls want people who have got an attitude, people who are out going, people who are in fashion - Popular people.
It's not even like the girl who I fancy is that nice. It's her personality that I like. The way she laughs when shes told a joke, the way she rolls her eyes when she heres something stupid, the way she talks, her little mannerisms - She my perfect girl.
My mates don't know I like her either. the only people that d are me and Gerrid (and you now of course). I'm scared to tell them in case they go and tell her and she laughs in my face.
The mask I have put on myself has ruined me. On the outside it looks like I am a weird little teenager, wanting to be an outcast and wanting to dance and joke all the time. On the inside I am a shy little soul who wants nothing more than somebody who loves him as much as he loves them.
I don't even have the nerve to talk to girls that i like. I sit next to one in about 3 classes and all I have said to her all year is 'Hello' and 'Can I borrow your rubber'. I'm that pathetic.
I talk to her on the Wb every now and then, and jump up to see if it is her when anybody logs on MSN, but I think I've scared her away with my mannerisms and stupid chatter.
I haven't even had a Kiss. i rarely go out, and when I do, It is only to play football.
What I really need to do is start going to the Cinema more, with my mates. I like that, and they are the only people (minus family) I feel a home with. Otherwise I feel like I am putting on a show to people to make me look weird.
You see, when you have got a weight problem like mine, you've got to put a mask on to draw attention away from your obvious problems, and to make you a lot more likeable.
When you are thin, you don't have that problem. You notice how thin people usually are the most popular people? because they abuse the strange people, the ones with more problems than themselves. They think they have more power than them, and on a mental side, they do. They are on a higher stance and have the ability to make peoples lives hell.
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I think my lack of confidence around girls is all based around my 'mask'. I'm afraid to show my true self, because, if I do, I think they'll recognise who I am, a fat yorkshire man in the middle of manchester.
Yes, i do have a personailty. A caring one which is willing to help people out (ask DW about the Christmas issue), but girls nowadays don't want that stuff. Girls want people who have got an attitude, people who are out going, people who are in fashion - Popular people.
It's not even like the girl who I fancy is that nice. It's her personality that I like. The way she laughs when shes told a joke, the way she rolls her eyes when she heres something stupid, the way she talks, her little mannerisms - She my perfect girl.
My mates don't know I like her either. the only people that d are me and Gerrid (and you now of course). I'm scared to tell them in case they go and tell her and she laughs in my face.
The mask I have put on myself has ruined me. On the outside it looks like I am a weird little teenager, wanting to be an outcast and wanting to dance and joke all the time. On the inside I am a shy little soul who wants nothing more than somebody who loves him as much as he loves them.
er-no wrote:
I didn't think I was in her league, she is like the Premier and I must be Doctor Martin's.
:cD
I laughed out loud when I read that. Brilliant.
I didn't think I was in her league, she is like the Premier and I must be Doctor Martin's.
:cD
I laughed out loud when I read that. Brilliant.
I think this girl is probably a character from CounterStrike or whatever else Sniper and his clan of UberNerds do with their time.
Are you an idiot? Nope; you're simply not in full control of yourself. Women (or men if one is that way inclined) can do that to you, and BOY does it suck at times! Just roll with it for now. It may not seem so at the time, but things do improve. Oh, and try not to be a slave to your shyness.
Okay i will tidy it up tomoz cos it was late then.
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