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We had so many laughs at first we met out of the blue (she was on her bros comp) then she added me to msn for some reason, she was the one who made the move and kept on hinting me to say the L word.
I didn't cos i was scared, i am shy in RL and i didnt think i was in her league. Well it came to my old clans meet up a couple of them go to the club as most english teens do, turns out one of my clan mates had a nice :o with her, he has a GF and he's older than her but i felt betrayed cos we were so close he was also a good mate of mine. She listened to me comforted me, made me laugh.. almost destroyed my education cos i took time off to talk to her in the i didnt cos i did well in my exams this year. I go and leave my clan a couple of months after that letting all my anger out on them.
She was annoyed with me not coming to the meet up she wouldnt talk to me.
After that i didn't talk to her at all i felt betrayed.
A year on i thought i could move on, find someone else but i can't then i remember the good times i had with her and it does my head in, i still she her. Some of you might be against meeting girls, boys online but this aint the first time for me, one time somebody behind my back told a girl im too quiet she couldnt stop talking about me (i listened in to what she was saying :p) then he comes along and spoils it.
I'm only 17 but i feel so low i just want 2002 to go away.
I'm I a idiot to feel this way?
> I'm sorry, I'm confused. What's your clan?
As in online gaming clan... been in it for 2 years i think before i left them on bad terms.
2003 will be GOOD cos of me making it good.
Then realise that you're a sad loner with a horrendous record with women and slip into a manic depression for a while.
No, Damn, I'm describing me again aren't I...
> I'm only 17 but i feel so low i just want 2002 to go away.
Well, 2002 has gone now! So hopefully 2003 will be better for ya =)
I'm going to be really harsh here - get real, and get over it. You thought you had something 'special' going, you thought you and her were 'different'. Well you weren't different - while she was flirting with you, she was flirting with the rest of the clan as well, and she chose one of them over you probably because he was the first to say the 'L' word she was trying to beat out of you. The privacy afforded online means people can be incredibly fickle, I've seen it more often than not. Added to that is that she's a 16 year old girl, and 16 year old girls don't know nearly as much as you may reckon about relationships, and specifically about not ripping guys hearts out and flushing them down the toilet. Girls aren't born with any more knowledge about sex and relationships than boys are, and to assume a naive, inexperienced young lady with 10 or so young men interested in her isn't going to end up hurting a lot of people is wrong. Something else you may not know about women, is that a lot of them actively enjoy being chased, and some regard mens feelings as expendable for this cause. All men may be b*stards, but by God all women deserve it.
Getting your head all tangled up with a relatively young girl on the internet is guaranteed to end in tears, specifically yours.
What I'm i on about? :p
Well, I am here to tell you a tale, just over twelve months ago I met this girl online, at the time I couldn't tell if she was a girl or not. Anyways, it was completely out of the blue, I was situated at my brothers computer and she added me onto her contact list on msn.
I am shy in real life, I hide behind trees in the park if someone is approaching and tend to not talk to anyone. I didn't think I was in her league, she is like the Premier and I must be Doctor Martin's.
A little while after that, I went to a clan's meeting. I was in a superb clan full of people who stare at computer screens and twitch their way through life. One of the dudes in the clan had a very attractive girl with him. It was her! I got very angry and left clan, spitting on their computer screens was how I took my revenge. I then put cheese in their toaster because it stinks when you use it.
Now? Twelve months on I felt I could move on but no. I still think about her panties and I want them. They were red.
Some of you may be against meeting freaks from online.
One time I knew this girl who couldn't stop talking about me, then a mate said I hide behind trees in parks and spoiled it.
I am only seven and I want 2002 to go away.
I'm I a idiot to feel this way?
(Don't you think the last sentence captures the piece beautifully)?