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I've decided that it is better to admire from afar than take your chances with relationships. I learnt today that I was very happy admiring an individual, talking without communication. It was nice, I felt good, and I did intend to just talk probably for ever. It would be nice if I communicated a message and it was accepted, but not high on my list.
I am very shy.
However, I started talking to her about, well it's that time of the summer, so I'll just put: "Stuff". It wasn't "stuff" specifically, just in general. However, I was coaxed into saying much more than I really wanted to, and for a good reason. God I really hate myself for that.
I'm sure you can guess what happened.
So now we're "friends", like so many people are, and it's cripplingly depressing. Women suck. They exist and are unnoticeable like the sun. You can't help but look at them from a long way away and they make you feel warm. Go near them, let on more than you want to and you can't help but say more, in the hope you go through and come out the other side like two films I probably liked far too much. After all, what's the worst that could happen? You could be crushed by them. Well, if you don't try that's going to happen anyway.
Anyway, song's over now.
I'm never going to say anything more than I should to a woman ever again, even if I have to kill myself.
Maybe you just needed a hug, something to fill a small gap in another secondary chapter in life... but you've got a lot of time, and each day is new. Take every day with pride that you made it through the previous one.
Communication with someone else is special. You can talk to someone your whole life, even your parents, without ever communicating anything. Communication is very cool. You know when you can communicate with someone, sometimes by just being next to them, talking about mindless crap, anything. It's when you say things that are unsaid. I'm sure you know what I mean.
Communication isn't limited ot members of the opposite sex either.
I want too though, and thats the difference.
Iron Maiden - The Clansman
I've decided that it is better to admire from afar than take your chances with relationships. I learnt today that I was very happy admiring an individual, talking without communication. It was nice, I felt good, and I did intend to just talk probably for ever. It would be nice if I communicated a message and it was accepted, but not high on my list.
I am very shy.
However, I started talking to her about, well it's that time of the summer, so I'll just put: "Stuff". It wasn't "stuff" specifically, just in general. However, I was coaxed into saying much more than I really wanted to, and for a good reason. God I really hate myself for that.
I'm sure you can guess what happened.
So now we're "friends", like so many people are, and it's cripplingly depressing. Women suck. They exist and are unnoticeable like the sun. You can't help but look at them from a long way away and they make you feel warm. Go near them, let on more than you want to and you can't help but say more, in the hope you go through and come out the other side like two films I probably liked far too much. After all, what's the worst that could happen? You could be crushed by them. Well, if you don't try that's going to happen anyway.
Anyway, song's over now.
I'm never going to say anything more than I should to a woman ever again, even if I have to kill myself.