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I've decided that it is better to admire from afar than take your chances with relationships. I learnt today that I was very happy admiring an individual, talking without communication. It was nice, I felt good, and I did intend to just talk probably for ever. It would be nice if I communicated a message and it was accepted, but not high on my list.
I am very shy.
However, I started talking to her about, well it's that time of the summer, so I'll just put: "Stuff". It wasn't "stuff" specifically, just in general. However, I was coaxed into saying much more than I really wanted to, and for a good reason. God I really hate myself for that.
I'm sure you can guess what happened.
So now we're "friends", like so many people are, and it's cripplingly depressing. Women suck. They exist and are unnoticeable like the sun. You can't help but look at them from a long way away and they make you feel warm. Go near them, let on more than you want to and you can't help but say more, in the hope you go through and come out the other side like two films I probably liked far too much. After all, what's the worst that could happen? You could be crushed by them. Well, if you don't try that's going to happen anyway.
Anyway, song's over now.
I'm never going to say anything more than I should to a woman ever again, even if I have to kill myself.
And I would appreciate it if you'd stop trying to protect me, because I am perfectly capable of looking after myself. I know what upsets me and I know what is troubling me, I don't need anyone telling me how I feel, because I am the only one who can know that? Right?
Bah, I could have kept quiet and let you all discuss me for days and days, but I prefer to be involved in a discussion about me, thanks.
Rob, thanks for seeing something in me, sorry I have to go around hurting people. I really honestly don't mean to. And that goes out to other people as well. And you're right, I do suck. We all suck. We're complicated and misunderstood creatures, us women.. Never mind eh? We have breasts. Yay :)
Yes, you guys, it's all about sex. Sex sex sex. I am a kinky women and I need sex now.
Now shut the hell up and leave me alone :)
(Oh and I am sorry if some people didn't want this posted..but I do have a right to have my voice heard...)