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"Her."

Her. She. That girl. I love her. I hate her. She has crippled me with soft eyes and a delicate mind. Why? Because she is the one thing that I want, but can't have, the one thing I need but I won't touch because of my mind and the one thing I want to because of my heart.



Some might say I love her. But I feel like she is my enemy. She hurts me in an invisible way, deep inside everytime she does the simplest thing. What to do? My nerves say no, my mind says stop it, but my heart and soul yearn for everything about her. I am confused - she is a drug that has fogged my mind and I don't know how to get off it. I don't really want to.

Ant wrote:
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when you don't know then everything's okay because there's always hope, but rejection totally kills it.

I know exactly what you mean.





Oh and......

>
> to some sad stuff where the chorus consists of "when
> loneliness comes crashing down."


Sounds like the Pumpkins!

Cyclone wrote:

> She has crippled me with soft eyes and a delicate mind.

That is a /really/ beautiful sentence. Great writing.

Very well written Cycleclone i know how you feel

Cyclone wrote:
> The trouble is, you kind of convince yourself they might like you - We
> are friends, and I would love to be with her all the time. Anything
> becomes everything, and I think if i got rejected, life would become
> full of shallow meanings again - everything takes a kind of deeper
> more profound touch when you feel like this.
>
>
>
> Sounds corny!

I agree very much, I've gone through the same thing.

Although I would take these guys' advice, my personal experiences don't really agree with what they're saying...when you don't know then everything's okay because there's always hope, but rejection totally kills it. Agh, I still haven't got over it.

Anyway, ignore me. I've gone from listening to fast-paced, happy music, to some sad stuff where the chorus consists of "when loneliness comes crashing down."

Ahhhhhhh........at least the Pumpkins depression makes me feel.......better? Hang on that can't be right!

The trouble is, you kind of convince yourself they might like you - We are friends, and I would love to be with her all the time. Anything becomes everything, and I think if i got rejected, life would become full of shallow meanings again - everything takes a kind of deeper more profound touch when you feel like this.



Sounds corny!

Rejection is far better than not knowing. Trust me, I've been there.

Make that day soon. It'll be easier.

thatst the thing I want to knowe the most, but i don't think I ever wil.






I will try. One day. One day.

If you get the chance, go for it. Because one day, you might never be able to.