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"Her."

Her. She. That girl. I love her. I hate her. She has crippled me with soft eyes and a delicate mind. Why? Because she is the one thing that I want, but can't have, the one thing I need but I won't touch because of my mind and the one thing I want to because of my heart.



Some might say I love her. But I feel like she is my enemy. She hurts me in an invisible way, deep inside everytime she does the simplest thing. What to do? My nerves say no, my mind says stop it, but my heart and soul yearn for everything about her. I am confused - she is a drug that has fogged my mind and I don't know how to get off it. I don't really want to.

Eses wrote:
> you pervos go get a girlfriend

i was kidding!

This is classic "crush" material.

Unfortunately, unlike actual "love", crushes tend to be far more materialistic in nature. It's like the toy you've always wanted but can never have. Once you actually have it, it's great! ...for a couple of weeks... Then you start to realise that because you wanted it for so long, and hyped it so much, it can never really meet your expectations. Either that you suddenly get bored of it.

Before you decide to "take the plunge" I suggest that you think about exactly what it is that you want from a girlfriend. What qualities, what you'd want to do (o_O) where you'd like to go, everything. Make sure that she fits your picture, and isn't just a pretty face that you get on with.

If she is still what you want, then go for it, but do so with caution.

I saw her again today. I had not seen her for a few weeks before. I somehow had blocked it all out, and perhaps denied her existence, in a weird way, and my feelings. But it all came back, and I feel just as stupid as ever. At least she actualy likes me, and we know each other!

It hurts when I see her.

you pervos go get a girlfriend

Goatboy wrote:
> Porn is excellent.

oh yea......

Everybody is fickle to a certain extent. You have to be damn lucky to be int the right place, do the right things, and say the right words to get anywhere you want.

Porn is excellent.

Insane Bartender wrote:
> Well, i think we're getting into the materiality of humanity here,
> since the door swings both ways. Were that not the case, porn markets
> wouldn't exist, or otherwise they would simply be the explicit
> expression of certain person's personalities to the viewing public
> against the demands of the government and the wishes of society.
>
> It is quite possible that our ability to see is what makes sure that
> we never forget that we are, in essence, little more than animals at
> heart.

<=== I would like to point out that I was drunk when I wrote this, and I have no more idea as to what it is supposed to mean than you do.

Well, i think we're getting into the materiality of humanity here, since the door swings both ways. Were that not the case, porn markets wouldn't exist, or otherwise they would simply be the explicit expression of certain person's personalities to the viewing public against the demands of the government and the wishes of society.

It is quite possible that our ability to see is what makes sure that we never forget that we are, in essence, little more than animals at heart.

Insane Bartender wrote:

> Got the looks? Got the women.

Yeah. Its all about first impressions isn't it really?

If they dont like the look of you, they won't give you a second look. Its better in school though, because you make an excuse to see them. And my girlfriend rules. 2months and a half. Mwuah.

Oh yeah, Ant. I got banned. For really silly reasons. Check Fog:Chat if you wanna know.