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"Is my life worth living?"

After seeing the link Azul posted earlier ([URL]http://history.cookiethievery.com/041904/[/URL]), I began to think about my own life, began to assess what I'd achieved. Sure I've got good grades in school and a few close friends, but that's it.

Everything I do is so routine now - go to school, do homework, play guitar, go online, sleep, school, homework...etc and it bores the hell out of me.

I mean, the guy in that link is getting blown by a Dolphin and I've never even been blown by a girl. Everyone else seems to have achieved so much more in their personal lives than me. I have nothing. Nothing to show for 17 years of life apart from a few pieces of paper - no great experiences, no memorable nights, no exciting stories to tell people I meet. Nope, when I meet someone I just sit in silence because I have nothing to say, mainly because there's nothing to tell them. I'm such a waster.

Anyway, I figure since I don't contribute to society in any way, it's best for me to take my leave of it. I've wasted 17 years so I might as well not put myself through the pain of another few dozen.

Goodbye.

A very helpful website that has probably helped hundreds of people like yourself.

[URL]http://www.ewav.com/oldwebsitefiles/suicide.html[/URL]

Yea it's worth living. Stop bitchin for god sake, I hate how people moan about how crap their lives are, would you rather live in Iraq, Sudan or some other place where murder and misery is common. Think how many starving people there are in Africa just now, and then compare that to your own life, things don't seem so bad now do they? The best thing you can do is to go out more instead of moaning on an internet chat forum, and talk to some real people, you'll feel much better.

It's truly scary how many people are taking this seriously.

Dunkin' Donuts are awesome.

yeah, I'm quaking in my boots.

mikelar wrote:
> mystique is hot

*turns gas down*

Long time no see Lou Role...

Anonymous wrote:
> Long time no see Lou Role...

Funnily enough I've taken some of my own advice, and started to go out more. However, tonight I have no money cos I bought a new phone today, a few DVD's and a game yesterday. So unfortunetly it's a night sat at my PC.

you're 17 dude, you have LOADS of time to get memorable nights, exciting stories (and one of those 2 is bound to include being blown at some point, by a girl, dolphin or otherwise :) )

honestly, 17 is nothing, i'm 24 and i've crammed more into my years since leaving school than a lot of people and less than others and have no intention of changing this for a good few years yet. it's all in your head mate, trust me. 17 is about finding who you are at that point and being that person, but don't feel bad just because your friends seem to be living more at the moment, you'll overtake them. look at it this way, you're not even old enough to get into pubs/clubs yet (although i'm sure you do ;) ), technically you're not even an adult yet (not trying to be patronising, just saying, "technically") so just get on and live life and go where it takes you. enjoy being free and more than anything, enjoy not being old enough to be tried as an adult ;)

Well, you could end it...but its really not a good idea. For starters, you'd be lying (anyone would) if they were to say that nobody would miss them. Maybe a tramp who's had enough of drinking and sleeping rough, who knows nobody...maybe him, but not many others.

I remember being 17 once, sounds like I had a better time (though I can't admit to having oral sex from a dolphin). Everyone has good times and bad times, to make it better you need to do something to change the way you're living it, thinking too much is bad =P

Other than that I don't know what else to add. Really hoping it was a genuine post in a way, or I look pretty foolish about now =P