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I don't want to read posts saying how wrong, because i think that is so obvious.
Many years ago i use to harm myself, i was hurting and i was always feeling down. I had cuts all over myself mainly over my arms. It got to the point where i have cut to deeply and too much. Problems i couldnt solve my problems and happiness was hard to find, deaths, illnesses, accidents everyhting i see and heard i was scared of. I just sat in my room and destroyed myself because it was something to do, and it stop me from thinking about all the things i was worried about/ scared of.
Mum and stepdad eventually found out what i was doing and tried to talk to me about it. It made me do it even more because i didnt have to hide it. Then they took me to my doctor because she was the only person i ever use to talk to. I spoke about all my problems what was troubleing me and slowly stopped doing it. I think back and realise now how pointless it was but at the time it felt right. I wasnt satisfied till i saw seeping of my blood.
sometimes when i am really depressed i want to do it again but i have so much more in my life now.
Has anyone been through the same situation!
I might have stopped years ago, but im still scarred* for life!
Many years ago i use to harm myself, i was hurting and i was always feeling down. I had cuts all over myself mainly over my arms. It got to the point where i have cut to deeply and too much. Problems i couldnt solve my problems and happiness was hard to find, deaths, illnesses, accidents everyhting i see and heard i was scared of. I just sat in my room and destroyed myself because it was something to do, and it stop me from thinking about all the things i was worried about/ scared of.
Mum and stepdad eventually found out what i was doing and tried to talk to me about it. It made me do it even more because i didnt have to hide it. Then they took me to my doctor because she was the only person i ever use to talk to. I spoke about all my problems what was troubleing me and slowly stopped doing it. I think back and realise now how pointless it was but at the time it felt right. I wasnt satisfied till i saw seeping of my blood.
sometimes when i am really depressed i want to do it again but i have so much more in my life now.
Has anyone been through the same situation!
I might have stopped years ago, but im still scarred* for life!
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FinalFantasyFanatic wrote:
> @ng3l wrote:
> I might have stopped years ago but im scared!
>
> Scared of what exactly?
> Loosing control of the blade?
My fault there i think. i made a mistake which i have now corrected.
> @ng3l wrote:
> I might have stopped years ago but im scared!
>
> Scared of what exactly?
> Loosing control of the blade?
My fault there i think. i made a mistake which i have now corrected.
That was beyond your usual standards of low and sick, FFF.
Human emotions are the most perculiar thing and some psychological event can trigger rational people to do irrational things and end up harming themselves and, indirectly so, others.
I'm glad you have things more under control now.
Human emotions are the most perculiar thing and some psychological event can trigger rational people to do irrational things and end up harming themselves and, indirectly so, others.
I'm glad you have things more under control now.
FinalFantasyFanatic wrote:
> Loosing control of the blade?
Unessacery
> Loosing control of the blade?
Unessacery
@ng3l wrote:
> I might have stopped years ago but im scared!
Scared of what exactly?
Loosing control of the blade?
> I might have stopped years ago but im scared!
Scared of what exactly?
Loosing control of the blade?
I don't want to read posts saying how wrong, because i think that is so obvious.
Many years ago i use to harm myself, i was hurting and i was always feeling down. I had cuts all over myself mainly over my arms. It got to the point where i have cut to deeply and too much. Problems i couldnt solve my problems and happiness was hard to find, deaths, illnesses, accidents everyhting i see and heard i was scared of. I just sat in my room and destroyed myself because it was something to do, and it stop me from thinking about all the things i was worried about/ scared of.
Mum and stepdad eventually found out what i was doing and tried to talk to me about it. It made me do it even more because i didnt have to hide it. Then they took me to my doctor because she was the only person i ever use to talk to. I spoke about all my problems what was troubleing me and slowly stopped doing it. I think back and realise now how pointless it was but at the time it felt right. I wasnt satisfied till i saw seeping of my blood.
sometimes when i am really depressed i want to do it again but i have so much more in my life now.
Has anyone been through the same situation!
I might have stopped years ago, but im still scarred* for life!
Many years ago i use to harm myself, i was hurting and i was always feeling down. I had cuts all over myself mainly over my arms. It got to the point where i have cut to deeply and too much. Problems i couldnt solve my problems and happiness was hard to find, deaths, illnesses, accidents everyhting i see and heard i was scared of. I just sat in my room and destroyed myself because it was something to do, and it stop me from thinking about all the things i was worried about/ scared of.
Mum and stepdad eventually found out what i was doing and tried to talk to me about it. It made me do it even more because i didnt have to hide it. Then they took me to my doctor because she was the only person i ever use to talk to. I spoke about all my problems what was troubleing me and slowly stopped doing it. I think back and realise now how pointless it was but at the time it felt right. I wasnt satisfied till i saw seeping of my blood.
sometimes when i am really depressed i want to do it again but i have so much more in my life now.
Has anyone been through the same situation!
I might have stopped years ago, but im still scarred* for life!
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