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"I feel so low"

For the past 3 years my life has been real crap, and resently I have completely lost it, and right at the wrong time too coming up to my A-Levels. Right now i have nobody to talk to, nobody at home, online or even an appropriat chat board to go to so i'm stuck here. I mean a computer shop website, it would be funny if it wasn't so sad! Please cheer me up you computer freaks. You never know, the purpose of your life could be to tell me somthing right now that will change my whole life and the way i affect the world. i am but a product of society so don't blame or critisise me, blame the government, everyone else does!

I've been through it. So many horrible situations all occured at once. My best freind i'd known since birth moved away, my brother got cancer, my dad lost his job, and my last grandfather died. As a result of these incidents my mother almost has a nervous breakdown. I'm glad to say i'm through it, and it IS worth it, life now gets a little better every day.

Zhuge Liang wrote:
> I wonder if people feel like me in none 1st world countries?
> I think the very thing that will destroy our society is society
> itself, as it will become so unbarable that it just wont work.

OOO! read my SSC2: The Old Mill story then...

*is shameless*

i'll tell you what i did on monday.

I went to the advice people and they told me i have 2 routes..

One of them required me to officially announce myself as homeless, which i am actually qualified as aparently..

Zhuge Liang wrote:
> three years............. can you imagine that much pain and
> depression!!

Well i've been in a depressive state for 7 years

> -no friends, nobody to confide in to talk to about interests, HELL I
> DONT THINK I HAVE ANY ANYMORE!!

No friend's in 4 years, and i mean no-one
> -Problems at home involving drink.
> -A crush on a girl with no interest in me

We have all been through that
> - no idea what the future holds

Join the club

> - poo pood by society for my hormones

All of us go through that, it's called being a teenager
> - my A levels in all the sciences in two months
> - no hope
> -no faith

don't do what i did and give up completely
>
> MOST IMPORTANTLY NO LOVE!!

Don't get me started.


>
> how exactly can i just soldier on? It won't be for my benefit!

Then you go about sorting your life out, don't think you are alone in going through all that stuff, we keep going and we get better at coping.
You've made me so annoyed that i have had to post more about myself than i wanted people to know about me.

I wonder if people feel like me in none 1st world countries?
I think the very thing that will destroy our society is society itself, as it will become so unbarable that it just wont work.

if its metaphorical i dont get it?

Hmmm.

I'm bored, but not particularly depressed.

I know what you mean about nothing happening - I'm in no position to give advice, as I can't solve it 100% of the time.

u say u got no friends.. i'll be your friend..

what is that supposed to mean?

Hey man... you got a friend now...