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"I feel so low"

For the past 3 years my life has been real crap, and resently I have completely lost it, and right at the wrong time too coming up to my A-Levels. Right now i have nobody to talk to, nobody at home, online or even an appropriat chat board to go to so i'm stuck here. I mean a computer shop website, it would be funny if it wasn't so sad! Please cheer me up you computer freaks. You never know, the purpose of your life could be to tell me somthing right now that will change my whole life and the way i affect the world. i am but a product of society so don't blame or critisise me, blame the government, everyone else does!

Flockhart wrote:
> Right thats it !
> MSN now
>
> [email protected]

good man

i dont have msn!
i have nobody to talk to on it remember?

Zhuge Liang wrote:
> Sometimes i just get so angry. For a long time i've been having
> dreams wher i argue, i mean for christ's sake i can't even escape
> life in my sleep! I used to envy my dreams, so much better than
> reality. God, i don't know, sort out my life! Where do i begin?
> Most of the problems withit are directly caused by other people, or a
> result of their behaviour (ie me being a loner).
>
> to be honest i just don't think i can anymore, i mean put the effort
> into trying to correct my life. I need therapy.
>
> P.S. in those three years....they have been hell not just on/off
> depression here, utter hell, constant. I havn't had a conforsation
> that wasn't about the health of my family since i don't know when. I
> havn't actually talked to anyone in real life in a way that hasn't
> been just professional. I need someone.

Right thats it !
MSN now

[email protected]

cookie monster wrote:
> Zhuge Liang wrote:
> Please cheer me up you computer freaks.
>
> I really cant understand why you have no friends...

I meant it affectionately clearly.

cookie monster wrote:
> Parr wrote:
> One of them required me to officially announce myself as homeless,
> which i am actually qualified as aparently..
>
> Errr...Christ.

I dont understand, its not like i am really homeless, however, sleeping on a sofa without a bedroom is actualyl classed as not fit living conditions for a student of A level calibur..

Sometimes i just get so angry. For a long time i've been having dreams wher i argue, i mean for christ's sake i can't even escape life in my sleep! I used to envy my dreams, so much better than reality. God, i don't know, sort out my life! Where do i begin? Most of the problems withit are directly caused by other people, or a result of their behaviour (ie me being a loner).

to be honest i just don't think i can anymore, i mean put the effort into trying to correct my life. I need therapy.

P.S. in those three years....they have been hell not just on/off depression here, utter hell, constant. I havn't had a conforsation that wasn't about the health of my family since i don't know when. I havn't actually talked to anyone in real life in a way that hasn't been just professional. I need someone.

Even if thing's don't get better we get better at coping with our problems, the more practice you get the easier it is to deal with.

Parr wrote:
> One of them required me to officially announce myself as homeless,
> which i am actually qualified as aparently..

Errr...Christ.

Zhuge Liang wrote:
> who am i expecting to be online at this website at this hour, and what
> am i expecting them to say? AAAAAAAAAARRRGhhh! Ironic that nobody
> can reply to the loner.

You have no idea how self pitying you sound, there are people on this chatroom with problems far worse than your's.
And you shouldnt underestimate us, we have far more about us than you can see.

Zhuge Liang wrote:
> Please cheer me up you computer freaks.

I really cant understand why you have no friends...