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"My Decision Rant"

I've been through the mill the last few days, and realised many things about myself. One is that I have found my limits in terms of what I can and can't cope with. The other is, I'm a lot better at sticking with my decision than I thought I was, the amount of people I have had trying to make me waiver on my decisions the last few days has had little impact on me, and that is really telling me something about the choice I have made.

I've taken a step back now and taken a few days of Uni, just to give myself time and space to sort myself out so that I can get back to some sense of normality soon. I felt yesterday like I was reaching breaking point, and it would have taken very little tp push me over the edge, but somehow I've held onto some sort of sanity.

In the next couple of weeks I know I will have to deal with friends and family not accepting my decision, and that is going to cause some heartache and no doubt some arguments too. But I know I'm doing the right thing by me, and thats all that really matters in the end I feel.

No, it doesnt FF.

Does death scare you?

Ashman wrote:
> Lindgren wrote:
> it's likely that I'll be toast before long, but in the meantime I'll
> keep on posting here and annoying the hell out of people :P
>
> (Please be Forest Fan, PLEASE BE FOREST FAN!)

I don't do impressions :P

And Tim, I've got to face reality. The tumour will keep growing and eventually it will cause enough damage to make me seriously ill and eventually will kill me.

Lindgren wrote:
> it's likely that I'll be toast before long, but in the meantime I'll
> keep on posting here and annoying the hell out of people :P

(Please be Forest Fan, PLEASE BE FOREST FAN!)

Toast with jam?

Seriously, Lindgren - I think you're underestimating the power of a positive mental attitude.

it's likely that I'll be toast before long, but in the meantime I'll keep on posting here and annoying the hell out of people :P

Good luck Lindgren, i'm sure that everything will eventually work out.

I'm ready for that challenge!

*runs*

:)

Cool.

You do realise I'll be using links like that all the time now, just to keep you on your toes ...

Timmargh wrote:
> Did the link work? I wasn't sure if sign language was global or not
> (it said American).

It worked. Sign language varies from country to country but American, Irish and British sign language aren't that disimilar.

:)