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Now i don't really post in these forums much, but recently i have been having problems that have been making me feel so low. I had so many that i have to write them down just to sort myself out!
The vendetta that my family has against me has recently spawned from an incident where i declared that before the upcoming exams i wanted to move into the unused room, and stop sharing with my twin brother. Mainly for privacy reasons, and for studying purposes. But he continously walks in and out, asking me pointless questions and sometimes he doesn't say a thing. I think i see him more now than when we actually shared a room. Another reason i moved was due to the fact that we want to sleep at different times and watch different things on TV(not at night) but still he insists on coming into my room and waking me up, or when watching the TV he changes the channel. Now this may seem trivial to you but over months it does become very annoying.
But it doesnt stop there. In the last year i made a new mate who changed who he hung out with at school and we got to know each other. We hung out a few times etc. Its not that i dont get on well with him, but my mum really "loves" him, and treats him like he is her own and i have only known him for a few months. Now she gets angry if he's not round at the house or i havent spoken to him for a day. This really ticks me off, as the best of friends still need time apart now and then. She started calling me ignorant cus i wouldnt phone him during my exams. She doesnt understand how important they are! I did ring him after them, but she wasnt satisfied that i hadnt invited him round. I can't believe her!
Now my bro keeps going on about this, and i havent properly spoken to my mum in about a week. He thinks it's my fault for upsetting her, and now she keeps talking about it to my father, i dont really know what to do! My brother (if i can call him that) continuously pesters me about ringing him, but again i don't need to be hanging out with friends all the time. Added to this he continously patronises me, and everything he says to me, seems to be an attempt to put me down. Things like i have no confidence, but at least i do go out, and also have a job, he sits around all day conspiring with my mother, trying to turn her against me.
I thought this may be down to jealousy of me, and i have always been better that him at school, but have never really bragged about it. But when he feels he has done badly in exams etc, he always tries to get attention, and i am never able to feel good about myself. I have never once been praised for doing well, they always concentrate on him!
Just now he has disconnected my internet, cus he says i am "sad" for going on chatforums. He then went on about how i need to get a life... I tried to counter that by asking him what he does all day, but he started on about how i always upset my mum. He makes me feel so badly about myself... and in a way it is damaging my confidence.
Anyway, i dont suspect anyone will read this, i just wanted to sort out my feelings. It seems like i should be on "Trisha" or one of these Talk-shows. I am sure i have missed something out so expect to find more posts here....
The vendetta that my family has against me has recently spawned from an incident where i declared that before the upcoming exams i wanted to move into the unused room, and stop sharing with my twin brother. Mainly for privacy reasons, and for studying purposes. But he continously walks in and out, asking me pointless questions and sometimes he doesn't say a thing. I think i see him more now than when we actually shared a room. Another reason i moved was due to the fact that we want to sleep at different times and watch different things on TV(not at night) but still he insists on coming into my room and waking me up, or when watching the TV he changes the channel. Now this may seem trivial to you but over months it does become very annoying.
But it doesnt stop there. In the last year i made a new mate who changed who he hung out with at school and we got to know each other. We hung out a few times etc. Its not that i dont get on well with him, but my mum really "loves" him, and treats him like he is her own and i have only known him for a few months. Now she gets angry if he's not round at the house or i havent spoken to him for a day. This really ticks me off, as the best of friends still need time apart now and then. She started calling me ignorant cus i wouldnt phone him during my exams. She doesnt understand how important they are! I did ring him after them, but she wasnt satisfied that i hadnt invited him round. I can't believe her!
Now my bro keeps going on about this, and i havent properly spoken to my mum in about a week. He thinks it's my fault for upsetting her, and now she keeps talking about it to my father, i dont really know what to do! My brother (if i can call him that) continuously pesters me about ringing him, but again i don't need to be hanging out with friends all the time. Added to this he continously patronises me, and everything he says to me, seems to be an attempt to put me down. Things like i have no confidence, but at least i do go out, and also have a job, he sits around all day conspiring with my mother, trying to turn her against me.
I thought this may be down to jealousy of me, and i have always been better that him at school, but have never really bragged about it. But when he feels he has done badly in exams etc, he always tries to get attention, and i am never able to feel good about myself. I have never once been praised for doing well, they always concentrate on him!
Just now he has disconnected my internet, cus he says i am "sad" for going on chatforums. He then went on about how i need to get a life... I tried to counter that by asking him what he does all day, but he started on about how i always upset my mum. He makes me feel so badly about myself... and in a way it is damaging my confidence.
Anyway, i dont suspect anyone will read this, i just wanted to sort out my feelings. It seems like i should be on "Trisha" or one of these Talk-shows. I am sure i have missed something out so expect to find more posts here....
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I dont know what your talking about but i do know that i want to badly stab or poke skorp1ons brother in his fat lard bean head....
It seems a tossor has hacked into SHEEPY's notable account.
hmm......
hmm......
Sorry, this is a bit of subject, but Nirvana - Glycerine is really moving.
I can almost feel the guys pain...
I can almost feel the guys pain...
It seems he has left because people were riddiculing him. Nasty. That's really sad (I mean, not nice and upset sad) and it's really tight.
sometimes you just need to be truthful. They could quite blissfuly be unaware of what he is feeling. They could take it the bad way or the good way..either way over time things will return to a better state of living hopefuly
Nice advice lil ginge. I wouldn't say some of that stuff to my parents though.
I am sorry to hear this
It must be hard being a twin. If you are identical or not, you are born on the same day, have same features, same year in school and maybe for your brother he despises fact he is not so 'unique'. The fact you had a best friend may have made him jealous. You shouldn't have to feel that way anyway, with your mum! You are her flesh and blood and if she is buttering up a friend of yours it isnt fair.
If you feel isolated and lonely the worst thing you could do is ignore them.
BELIEVE ME...
Try to think calmly, ask to talk to her. Just explain that you felt that your best friend was getting attention and that you love her. You didn't mean to hurt her, but you felt lonely. Try to come to a comprimise??
It must be hard being a twin. If you are identical or not, you are born on the same day, have same features, same year in school and maybe for your brother he despises fact he is not so 'unique'. The fact you had a best friend may have made him jealous. You shouldn't have to feel that way anyway, with your mum! You are her flesh and blood and if she is buttering up a friend of yours it isnt fair.
If you feel isolated and lonely the worst thing you could do is ignore them.
BELIEVE ME...
Try to think calmly, ask to talk to her. Just explain that you felt that your best friend was getting attention and that you love her. You didn't mean to hurt her, but you felt lonely. Try to come to a comprimise??
ok sheepy...
As Venom said
How do you think I got my name?
How do you think I got my name?
Ohhhh yeeaaah sheep corpse
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