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"Real Monster"

I slipped, the noose tightened around my neck which I can still feel to this day exactly what it felt like... and the chain broke. I tested it, over and over, I remember, and the damn chain broke.

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No matter how down you feel, I think that you should never try to kill yourself. Always think of the good things that have happened in your life and not the bad things.

You are one also one lucky person that the chain broke.

Dear God Scorp1on, you are an eager poster. You post good stuff though, and not just crap.

It's about his life, he feels like he is a monster because of a series of events. I didn't read it at first, but when I decided to it was really worth it. He is a really good writer. If you read it and don't understand, read it again and try to. It's really worth it. You should really get this stuff published.

I don't understand and I can't pretend to. I just hope.

Anyway, when did that happen? My brother doesn't like you because you always seem to want to break his legs. He also reckons he could break you. And about 5 mins ago he called you a midget with a speech impedement. You'd better sort it out at school, he doesn't go on these forums.

Kamikaze Jap wrote:
> Skorp1on im going to admit when your brother laughed at me for nearly
> falling over i felt like going up to fim at sticking my finger in his
> eye then repetedly kicking him in the head intill he gets brain damage
> then draging him to the door and slamming the door on his head while
> laughing at his misfourtune and making the animal logo on my shoe
> permenetly inprint on his fat lard bean head and to be truth full i
> still want to do it..... can i come round your house and do it make
> sure you bro awsers the door so i can hit him in the face with a chain
> to start.

I don't think so. Seeing as how your Kamikaze, you might end up taking out my house. Besides you've posted this on the wrong thread. Do it on the Kamikaze Jap one or something, everyone hates you on this forum. lol

Thanks for posting this. I love to read about the inner workings of someone's mind - no matter how extreme the thoughts.

I don't know you Grix Thraves, but I sense a greatness within you.
Your being seems to span from the highest heavens to the deepest hells. Sometimes you're upside down knowing hell and kicking heaven; sometimes you're the other way up, knowing heaven and kicking hell.

But the fact that you're being spans the distance says it all.

Skorp1on wrote:
> Notorious Biggles wrote:
> We all have bad memories, mine is not saving someones life when
> perhaps, just maybe I could of. Occasionally when I close my eyes I
> see her face, it still haunts me.
>
>
> Sorry to hear that. What happened? Or is it a story. Sorry if it isn't
> (^;

No it isn't a story, it did happen.

I don't really want to talk about it. Long and complicated.

*reloads Twin Vickers*

How about I come round your house Kamikaze?

Skorp1on im going to admit when your brother laughed at me for nearly falling over i felt like going up to fim at sticking my finger in his eye then repetedly kicking him in the head intill he gets brain damage then draging him to the door and slamming the door on his head while laughing at his misfourtune and making the animal logo on my shoe permenetly inprint on his fat lard bean head and to be truth full i still want to do it..... can i come round your house and do it make sure you bro awsers the door so i can hit him in the face with a chain to start.

Skorp1on wrote:
> I know how it feels to want to kill someone. I'm really sorry about
> your dog and it must be hard. Don't kill yourself. If you want to
> become a better person (Which I think you are already) you can do
> things like, RSPCA work, or join the emergency services. Blood lust is
> common. I think it must be quite rare for someone not to feel like
> killing someone*, you were just pushed over the edge, I would have
> probably done the same. I respect you and what you stand for after
> writing that post. Good luck with your future, which does exist.

* at some point in there lives.