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> It's about his life, he feels like he is a monster because of a series
> of events. I didn't read it at first, but when I decided to it was
> really worth it. He is a really good writer. If you read it and don't
> understand, read it again and try to. It's really worth it. You should
> really get this stuff published.
Thanks, but I understood what it was about. Just not what he really feels and what drove him to such things, as I have never felt them. Not to detract from his excellent writing though.
:oD
Quite surprised with some of these replies, I write about this sort of thing quite often, some more wonderfulness from my past that I've worked out. Thank you for all the replies anyway.
The difficult thing is that I really haven't a clue what's made up and what isn't at times... with so much twisted around in my head, I really can't understand what's the truth and what isn't, especially if I'm afraid of it and I don't want to admit it's the truth.
But never mind. I'm incredibly lucky that chain broke. I didn't even realise I'd tried to kill myself properly, that was quite a shock. I went down to the tree where I did it, and realised it was real. Quite surreal in a way. No, in fact, really bloody surreal.
I have a very interesting life, and if I don't leave now I'm going to be late for a party. Tara!
If you were a monster, you would of killed people by now. I'm sure that everybody thinks about killing someone sometimes, but they never actually do it.
That's also another positive point if you can control all that when you are stressed.