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Post edited by Hmmm... on 29/12/2018 at 18:19.
> Well I hope you succeed in doing that, hopefully soon too. I reckon
> you'd be a great Freud.
I'm only interested in being a great me. You know we talked earlier about superhero dreams and wanting to save people, i think thats the only thing i'm certain of. I'm after some justification for being here and the only way i can justify it is through saving someone who does actually deserve it.
Someone told me ages ago that i was a gaurdian and that i'm not here for myself. I just think thats sad because i wish i could live for myself and not other people.
I think i might take this subject onto my blog...
> Crikey, it's 5:30am..
> I think I'm going to go for that walk now dear. Isn't it time you
> went to Bedfordshire?!
It certainly is but i'm scared to sleep incase i dont wake up til this afternoon. That would be a disaster. I've planned things to do for myself today.
Crikey, it's 5:30am..
I think I'm going to go for that walk now dear. Isn't it time you went to Bedfordshire?!
> That's sad. It must not be right for you then if what you're thinking
> you're having to doubt all the time.
But if you cant trust your own mind what have you really got. I think the only way i'll ever get on with things is by trusting myself. There is too much doubt in my head.
> Garden sounds good enough but the woodland sounds fantastic.
It absolutely does. Learn to drive dear, i wish i could
> Yeah i guess or maybe you just dont want what you think you want.
That's sad. It must not be right for you then if what you're thinking you're having to doubt all the time. Oh why are minds such complicated things?! Booo.
> I'd say reasonable depending on your area. I'd go and sit in your
> garden or learn how to drive. If i had a car i wouldn't be here. I'd
> probably be in some woodland somewhere.
Garden sounds good enough but the woodland sounds fantastic.
> I never understand it, why it's almost impossible to get things
> started and done. Too much thinking about it beforehand?
Yeah i guess or maybe you just dont want what you think you want.
> I feel like going for a walk with my music. What are the chances of
> getting beaten up this time of morning?
I'd say reasonable depending on your area. I'd go and sit in your garden or learn how to drive. If i had a car i wouldn't be here. I'd probably be in some woodland somewhere.
I feel like going for a walk with my music. What are the chances of getting beaten up this time of morning?
> Happiness?
Happiness is the end result, it's working out how to get there thats the mystery. I'm not sure whats going to make me happy and whether the route i constantly say i want to go down is actually what i want. Like i said, you would think if it was i could just get on with it instead of delaying.
> You know something? I really enjoyed those noodles.
Excellent :)
You know something? I really enjoyed those noodles.
> Nin wrote:
> "too comfortable at the moment to do anything."
>
> Know that feeling, snap. :) Mind you, I do try my best to keep myself
> uncomfortable. Never really works the way I want it too though.. hmmm
So do i, i never allow myself to think i'm happy with what i have. Truth is i've no idea whether i'm happy with what i have. You would think if i wasn't i'd do something about it. Maybe i'm just causing problems for myself wanting something i dont actually want.
"too comfortable at the moment to do anything."
Know that feeling, snap. :) Mind you, I do try my best to keep myself uncomfortable. Never really works the way I want it too though.. hmmm
I need to strategise, plan of action! I need to get all my imaginary friends in the war room and we need to discuss our strike.