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Lately my feelings have felt different.
Rather than having one feeling at a time, I'm always swamped by several at a time. And whereas I used to be able to understand what I was feeling and profit from it, I can't do that anymore.
And each feeling that I have is blunter than before, as if I'm only pretending that feeling, trying it on for size. Nothing seems to get through to my heart the way it did before.
Its like a numbness. Like when you have been lying on your hand and the feeling all but goes from it, when you touch something, you know that you are touching it, but you can't feel it in the same way as you can usually.
The only thing I can feel is a sense of meloncholy, Its as if the meloncholy surrounds my heart and soul like armour not letting any other emothion pirce through.
I know what I should be feeling, but that feeling, doesn't feel quite right.
Rather than having one feeling at a time, I'm always swamped by several at a time. And whereas I used to be able to understand what I was feeling and profit from it, I can't do that anymore.
And each feeling that I have is blunter than before, as if I'm only pretending that feeling, trying it on for size. Nothing seems to get through to my heart the way it did before.
Its like a numbness. Like when you have been lying on your hand and the feeling all but goes from it, when you touch something, you know that you are touching it, but you can't feel it in the same way as you can usually.
The only thing I can feel is a sense of meloncholy, Its as if the meloncholy surrounds my heart and soul like armour not letting any other emothion pirce through.
I know what I should be feeling, but that feeling, doesn't feel quite right.
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I know what you mean, sort of. I went through a phase where, no matter what I felt, it felt the same.
Happiness, sadness, disppointment, fun and anger all came across as feeling like a big hole in my chest.
It's unpleasant.
Happiness, sadness, disppointment, fun and anger all came across as feeling like a big hole in my chest.
It's unpleasant.
Be VERY careful; a good and close friend of mine described something very similar to what you do. She is a long time sufferer of an eating disorder and self injures too, in the main because she complains that she can't 'feel' anything (emotionally speaking). The bulimia and self injury are the only ways that she believes she can experience anything.
Obviously, this isn't exactly the best forum for discussing things like this, and I certainly wouldn't expect you to confirm what I say,but I'll put some links to relevant sites for you (and anyone else for that matter).
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Obviously, this isn't exactly the best forum for discussing things like this, and I certainly wouldn't expect you to confirm what I say,but I'll put some links to relevant sites for you (and anyone else for that matter).
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Maybe I should never have felt thing so strongly in the first place. I always was an oversensitive person. Now I have discovered that people in general don't care a bit for anyone but themselves, I should be relieved to join them.
Lately my feelings have felt different.
Rather than having one feeling at a time, I'm always swamped by several at a time. And whereas I used to be able to understand what I was feeling and profit from it, I can't do that anymore.
And each feeling that I have is blunter than before, as if I'm only pretending that feeling, trying it on for size. Nothing seems to get through to my heart the way it did before.
Its like a numbness. Like when you have been lying on your hand and the feeling all but goes from it, when you touch something, you know that you are touching it, but you can't feel it in the same way as you can usually.
The only thing I can feel is a sense of meloncholy, Its as if the meloncholy surrounds my heart and soul like armour not letting any other emothion pirce through.
I know what I should be feeling, but that feeling, doesn't feel quite right.
Rather than having one feeling at a time, I'm always swamped by several at a time. And whereas I used to be able to understand what I was feeling and profit from it, I can't do that anymore.
And each feeling that I have is blunter than before, as if I'm only pretending that feeling, trying it on for size. Nothing seems to get through to my heart the way it did before.
Its like a numbness. Like when you have been lying on your hand and the feeling all but goes from it, when you touch something, you know that you are touching it, but you can't feel it in the same way as you can usually.
The only thing I can feel is a sense of meloncholy, Its as if the meloncholy surrounds my heart and soul like armour not letting any other emothion pirce through.
I know what I should be feeling, but that feeling, doesn't feel quite right.
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