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"WORLDS LONGEST THREAD!!!!! Record attempt"

Come on everone, lets get into the guiness book of records. Write completely random stuff here, and try to get the thread longer than 600 replies (the world record) WOOHOO LETS GO. In fact i got an i dea, lets have a word game. I write a word, and u reply with the first word which comes into your head.


1st Word:----------------> Playstation 2

Wasn't you warned a week or so back?

Me too, it's a disgrace.

Hello, people. Can I just say I am disgusted with Flock's warning. SHOCKED! I expect better from you Flock.

*stern look*

Notorious Biggles wrote:
> She genuinely is everything I ever wanted.

Not a nice thought i know but maybe you're not hers, what then?

She sounds like a gem. So what's your course of action? Continue being friends for the forseeable future until one day things "happen" again?

My problem is that I'm smitten with her. I mean come on, she's great in bed, looks amazing, can whup my ass at F Zero GX, fancies Angelina Jolie and knows what processor pipelining is. I haven't even mentioned the fact she touches breasts for a living, well until now.

She genuinely is everything I ever wanted.

Hmmmmmm.

Don't play mind games or give it too much thought. I'd suggest you give her a week or two or even a month to sort herself out and then enquire about things and guage (sp?) your chances from what she says ad how she acts.

Nothing to do with my career. All to do with her being female.

I missed out on some backstory here. But basically, is it a case of, "there's a chance I can make this work, but my career is making it complicated"?

Flock wrote:

> Hmmm i sort of understand, i've never believed that "It just
> isn't working" thing, i've always believed there is some reason
> behind it and it's always been incredibly frustrating when you feel
> you're not getting the truth, the likelihood it's something you
> probably wouldn't want to hear and thats why she's not telling you.

I disagree. There was doubt. That was fair enough considering the speed at which things went, the passion, the intensity. It was burnout - from the end of they honeymoon period and settling in of a proper relationship, to emotionally not being ready. It was just doubt. But in that situation you have to convince yourself that it is ok, or that it isn't. And she convinced herself that it wasn't a phase, that it was a serious problem and that it had to end. I happen to think the opposite.

> Thats a bit harsh, dumping you and just continuing as normal, i can't
> say i would go, i'm not one for pretending everything is fine when
> it's not and the fact she just expects you to carry on as normal
> means she probably doesn't think it matters that much to you.

No, she does. But the thing is I do mean something to her. She does want to see me. I can't live without her and I don't think she can truly live without me. But at the same time she doesn't know how to deal with it. I however did. I got wrecked and got led home by Algy at around 19:00. I don't know how to win her over again, but if I can, then I'm home free. I think there is a small chance I can though.

You see, there is a 50-50 chance about something else, something more significant and over-riding all else. Something I can't talk about. If it is favourable for me, then there won't be anyone else for her any time soon. Her choice will be limited. And then, somehow at the bottom of it all I do have a chance of someday winning her back. If it is unfavourable, then it was all a hoax that never had a real grounding in reality and life.

But I think it was working out favourably, so I'll delude myself that bit longer and tell myself that I can get her again, that one day we'll be together forever like we talked about etc etc. Meh. I love her and that my friends, is that.