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"I lost my love."

I lost someone I love tonight, a few moments ago, and the worst thing was, its my fault I lost her love.
I feel sick now, real sick deep down, my whole body is shaking and I just don't feel right. If I had told her two months ago I loved her, everything would be different. I would be with her, probably tonight. It makes me angry because I let myself fall and I just feel so sick.

Don't even know why I am posting this, basically because these forums where open infront of me when I just hung up on me about four minutes ago.

I feel pain. Why me again?

There'll be other girls, other times and other loves

Either get her back, or move on

Its ok er-no, mario PAL version is out in just a few weeks!

Surely thats enough to make you happy?

Then maybe, just maybe, you're telling the wrong people. Or person.

I wonder how much of this she knows...?

If she has no time to listen, then well, you're not missing much.

I have no experience either so i cant help

Ouch.

Bless you.

Ah well

Don't have any experience so can't help

hope is the only thing

god i'm depressed now. nothing but bitter twisted memories and bitter self hate.

Hssss. We hatesss it my pressscioussss...

Hope is important.

Yet when my love is pouring like the rain I find it hard to think ahead and all i really want to do is turn back time and say the three words.

Just threw up. Feel like a girl.

Damn it, its my fault. I played with too many and then feel for one.

I know how you feel.
God it's s****y isn't it?

I loved her and then I missed her and then I hated her and then, and now I've let it all merge into indifference.

And at least then it doesn't hurt as much.

I wish I had the Foo Fighters "done done and I'm on to the next one" mentality but I don't. Yet. Maybe oneday.

But there's always another one.
And I guess you just have to wait for her, and then you'll see that without this you would never have met this new person who is twice as good and that it had some purpose in the end.

I know it sounds like blind optimism.
But hey, hope's not a bad thing.