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Yes, it's Ant again, talking about the usual subject that always gets him down. I don't care if people have a go at me for being depressing but this is the only place I've found where I can express my feelings with other people. Those of you who don't know who I mean by "she" or "her" aren't close enough to me to know yet, and those of you who do are...or you just happened to have been there at the time. {:)
Anyway, yesterday I headed off to the place once again, feeling excited and happy that I was getting to see her again, even though she did cause me massive emotional trauma and heartbreak (accidently). And it wasn't just here either, I was staying the night there which is always great because my relatives are best friends with her family and live about a minute away, and I get to see my two cousins. Also, her brother and sister are both good friends of mine, and overall I just have a fantastic time over there.
And strangely enough for a post like this, I did. She wasn't there when I arrived (that's down to poor planning from both sides), so I just hung around with my cousins and her brother. We had a few wrestling bouts as we always do (looks at bruises on legs and elbow), ate quite a lot and played on her brother's GameCube. She arrived with her friend, and we were supposed to let them in. We had other plans however, and kept them outside for around 15 minutes before finally letting them in. Her friend who'd never met me before was apparently calling me immature, but I didn't care because she was the one standing outside giving it, "oh please, let us in now!"
Anyway, her friend left and while she went to get tonight's dinner with her mum, I played cricket with a crappy tennis ball and a weightless yellow plastic bat. Just as she returned and stepped outside, my 11 year-old cousin bowled to me and I smacked it surprisingly hard (especially considering the weight of the bat), and it happened to smash right where the sun doesn't shine. He fell to the floor half-crying and half laughing while her brother rolled around on the grass in hysterics, and her only comment was, "what a shot!" I tried to console my fallen cousin until I realised I should be running, but it was too late as he gained vengeance and ran me out.
Anyway, after that I went on the Internet with her and she forced me to log onto my MSN, where she procceeded to ask Fogmaster, Jetster and GasMask if they had a pic. This reminds me...
GASSIE! YOU NEARLY GOT ME INTO DEEP CRAP! :D Why? Your first comment when she said hello and told you her name was, "Ahh, I've heard about you." WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? :D I ended up making some crappy excuse about a chain mail, and then quickly logged off before you could do any more damage. ;) She then went on her account, and I was shocked to find that she typed faster than I do.
Anyways, I've droned on long enough and all I can say is that we stayed up until about 4am with her brother and sister just talking and having a laugh (this included me and her brother trying (unsuccessfully) to send a text to her current boyfriend at 3am about how he should stop using stupid text language in his messages, and how loads is spelt with an 's', not a 'z'. After twenty minutes we finally managed to send it, and her reaction was rather amusing. We failed to mention in the text about how her ex-boyfriend (me) and brother were sleeping next to her, and how I'd invented a technique called 'knuckling' which was rather pyshical (sp?)
So, I got home this afternoon very happy about the way it had gone, and I still think there's hope for us in the future...maybe she just doesn't realise that yet. And even if not, I'm lucky to have met someone so amazing in my lifetime...I can't really explain to you why she is so amazing to me, but I'm sure most of you understand. Also, I'm very different over there than I am usually at home or at school...I'm just much more lively and confident, and it's nice.
But then it hit me again. There's always a consequence about living almost an hour away from each-other, and that is we can't see each-other that often at our age. To add to it, she's going on holiday in a few days for two weeks, and then I'm going for 10 days on the 21st. With school starting again on the 6th September this doesn't leave us much time, and although it was acceptable to go during school weeks when we were going out, because we're just 'friends' now our parents don't seem to think it's so important.
So, this meant I was feeling pretty crap, and then I learnt me and my family were going to the cinema to see MIB 2. The film was okay, but I spent more time becoming more depressed than watching it, and the trip home was hell. My sister screamed and cried the whole way back because her friend couldn't come over, and my brother complained and moaned about almost anything. This caused my mother to literally have a nervous breakdown driving home, and I sat there with...well, it sounds harsh, but hatred. Especially my sister...she's in tears because she can't have a friend over...she doesn't know a thing about emotional pain. I felt like all letting it all out then, about what happened around a year ago. Now I'm beginning to realise that people have gone through much more than me, but it still hurts like hell. I just wanted so much to go back, and spend one more night there. I've felt so depressed that I've just spent the last couple of hours in my room.
But now I'm back home, and there's nothing I can do about it. When will I see her again? I'm hoping I can go over there a few days before school starts, but it's unlikely. So now I guess, I'm paying for great time I had yesterday and this morning. Damn, I don't know what to think.
I'm a right soppy git, aren't I? :D
Anyway, if you did read this then thanks, and be proud of your epic achievement. Now I have to go back to my pointless existence, so I'll talk to you all later. Ant.
Anyway, yesterday I headed off to the place once again, feeling excited and happy that I was getting to see her again, even though she did cause me massive emotional trauma and heartbreak (accidently). And it wasn't just here either, I was staying the night there which is always great because my relatives are best friends with her family and live about a minute away, and I get to see my two cousins. Also, her brother and sister are both good friends of mine, and overall I just have a fantastic time over there.
And strangely enough for a post like this, I did. She wasn't there when I arrived (that's down to poor planning from both sides), so I just hung around with my cousins and her brother. We had a few wrestling bouts as we always do (looks at bruises on legs and elbow), ate quite a lot and played on her brother's GameCube. She arrived with her friend, and we were supposed to let them in. We had other plans however, and kept them outside for around 15 minutes before finally letting them in. Her friend who'd never met me before was apparently calling me immature, but I didn't care because she was the one standing outside giving it, "oh please, let us in now!"
Anyway, her friend left and while she went to get tonight's dinner with her mum, I played cricket with a crappy tennis ball and a weightless yellow plastic bat. Just as she returned and stepped outside, my 11 year-old cousin bowled to me and I smacked it surprisingly hard (especially considering the weight of the bat), and it happened to smash right where the sun doesn't shine. He fell to the floor half-crying and half laughing while her brother rolled around on the grass in hysterics, and her only comment was, "what a shot!" I tried to console my fallen cousin until I realised I should be running, but it was too late as he gained vengeance and ran me out.
Anyway, after that I went on the Internet with her and she forced me to log onto my MSN, where she procceeded to ask Fogmaster, Jetster and GasMask if they had a pic. This reminds me...
GASSIE! YOU NEARLY GOT ME INTO DEEP CRAP! :D Why? Your first comment when she said hello and told you her name was, "Ahh, I've heard about you." WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? :D I ended up making some crappy excuse about a chain mail, and then quickly logged off before you could do any more damage. ;) She then went on her account, and I was shocked to find that she typed faster than I do.
Anyways, I've droned on long enough and all I can say is that we stayed up until about 4am with her brother and sister just talking and having a laugh (this included me and her brother trying (unsuccessfully) to send a text to her current boyfriend at 3am about how he should stop using stupid text language in his messages, and how loads is spelt with an 's', not a 'z'. After twenty minutes we finally managed to send it, and her reaction was rather amusing. We failed to mention in the text about how her ex-boyfriend (me) and brother were sleeping next to her, and how I'd invented a technique called 'knuckling' which was rather pyshical (sp?)
So, I got home this afternoon very happy about the way it had gone, and I still think there's hope for us in the future...maybe she just doesn't realise that yet. And even if not, I'm lucky to have met someone so amazing in my lifetime...I can't really explain to you why she is so amazing to me, but I'm sure most of you understand. Also, I'm very different over there than I am usually at home or at school...I'm just much more lively and confident, and it's nice.
But then it hit me again. There's always a consequence about living almost an hour away from each-other, and that is we can't see each-other that often at our age. To add to it, she's going on holiday in a few days for two weeks, and then I'm going for 10 days on the 21st. With school starting again on the 6th September this doesn't leave us much time, and although it was acceptable to go during school weeks when we were going out, because we're just 'friends' now our parents don't seem to think it's so important.
So, this meant I was feeling pretty crap, and then I learnt me and my family were going to the cinema to see MIB 2. The film was okay, but I spent more time becoming more depressed than watching it, and the trip home was hell. My sister screamed and cried the whole way back because her friend couldn't come over, and my brother complained and moaned about almost anything. This caused my mother to literally have a nervous breakdown driving home, and I sat there with...well, it sounds harsh, but hatred. Especially my sister...she's in tears because she can't have a friend over...she doesn't know a thing about emotional pain. I felt like all letting it all out then, about what happened around a year ago. Now I'm beginning to realise that people have gone through much more than me, but it still hurts like hell. I just wanted so much to go back, and spend one more night there. I've felt so depressed that I've just spent the last couple of hours in my room.
But now I'm back home, and there's nothing I can do about it. When will I see her again? I'm hoping I can go over there a few days before school starts, but it's unlikely. So now I guess, I'm paying for great time I had yesterday and this morning. Damn, I don't know what to think.
I'm a right soppy git, aren't I? :D
Anyway, if you did read this then thanks, and be proud of your epic achievement. Now I have to go back to my pointless existence, so I'll talk to you all later. Ant.
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Yes, it's Ant again, talking about the usual subject that always gets him down. I don't care if people have a go at me for being depressing but this is the only place I've found where I can express my feelings with other people. Those of you who don't know who I mean by "she" or "her" aren't close enough to me to know yet, and those of you who do are...or you just happened to have been there at the time. {:)
Anyway, yesterday I headed off to the place once again, feeling excited and happy that I was getting to see her again, even though she did cause me massive emotional trauma and heartbreak (accidently). And it wasn't just here either, I was staying the night there which is always great because my relatives are best friends with her family and live about a minute away, and I get to see my two cousins. Also, her brother and sister are both good friends of mine, and overall I just have a fantastic time over there.
And strangely enough for a post like this, I did. She wasn't there when I arrived (that's down to poor planning from both sides), so I just hung around with my cousins and her brother. We had a few wrestling bouts as we always do (looks at bruises on legs and elbow), ate quite a lot and played on her brother's GameCube. She arrived with her friend, and we were supposed to let them in. We had other plans however, and kept them outside for around 15 minutes before finally letting them in. Her friend who'd never met me before was apparently calling me immature, but I didn't care because she was the one standing outside giving it, "oh please, let us in now!"
Anyway, her friend left and while she went to get tonight's dinner with her mum, I played cricket with a crappy tennis ball and a weightless yellow plastic bat. Just as she returned and stepped outside, my 11 year-old cousin bowled to me and I smacked it surprisingly hard (especially considering the weight of the bat), and it happened to smash right where the sun doesn't shine. He fell to the floor half-crying and half laughing while her brother rolled around on the grass in hysterics, and her only comment was, "what a shot!" I tried to console my fallen cousin until I realised I should be running, but it was too late as he gained vengeance and ran me out.
Anyway, after that I went on the Internet with her and she forced me to log onto my MSN, where she procceeded to ask Fogmaster, Jetster and GasMask if they had a pic. This reminds me...
GASSIE! YOU NEARLY GOT ME INTO DEEP CRAP! :D Why? Your first comment when she said hello and told you her name was, "Ahh, I've heard about you." WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? :D I ended up making some crappy excuse about a chain mail, and then quickly logged off before you could do any more damage. ;) She then went on her account, and I was shocked to find that she typed faster than I do.
Anyways, I've droned on long enough and all I can say is that we stayed up until about 4am with her brother and sister just talking and having a laugh (this included me and her brother trying (unsuccessfully) to send a text to her current boyfriend at 3am about how he should stop using stupid text language in his messages, and how loads is spelt with an 's', not a 'z'. After twenty minutes we finally managed to send it, and her reaction was rather amusing. We failed to mention in the text about how her ex-boyfriend (me) and brother were sleeping next to her, and how I'd invented a technique called 'knuckling' which was rather pyshical (sp?)
So, I got home this afternoon very happy about the way it had gone, and I still think there's hope for us in the future...maybe she just doesn't realise that yet. And even if not, I'm lucky to have met someone so amazing in my lifetime...I can't really explain to you why she is so amazing to me, but I'm sure most of you understand. Also, I'm very different over there than I am usually at home or at school...I'm just much more lively and confident, and it's nice.
But then it hit me again. There's always a consequence about living almost an hour away from each-other, and that is we can't see each-other that often at our age. To add to it, she's going on holiday in a few days for two weeks, and then I'm going for 10 days on the 21st. With school starting again on the 6th September this doesn't leave us much time, and although it was acceptable to go during school weeks when we were going out, because we're just 'friends' now our parents don't seem to think it's so important.
So, this meant I was feeling pretty crap, and then I learnt me and my family were going to the cinema to see MIB 2. The film was okay, but I spent more time becoming more depressed than watching it, and the trip home was hell. My sister screamed and cried the whole way back because her friend couldn't come over, and my brother complained and moaned about almost anything. This caused my mother to literally have a nervous breakdown driving home, and I sat there with...well, it sounds harsh, but hatred. Especially my sister...she's in tears because she can't have a friend over...she doesn't know a thing about emotional pain. I felt like all letting it all out then, about what happened around a year ago. Now I'm beginning to realise that people have gone through much more than me, but it still hurts like hell. I just wanted so much to go back, and spend one more night there. I've felt so depressed that I've just spent the last couple of hours in my room.
But now I'm back home, and there's nothing I can do about it. When will I see her again? I'm hoping I can go over there a few days before school starts, but it's unlikely. So now I guess, I'm paying for great time I had yesterday and this morning. Damn, I don't know what to think.
I'm a right soppy git, aren't I? :D
Anyway, if you did read this then thanks, and be proud of your epic achievement. Now I have to go back to my pointless existence, so I'll talk to you all later. Ant.
Anyway, yesterday I headed off to the place once again, feeling excited and happy that I was getting to see her again, even though she did cause me massive emotional trauma and heartbreak (accidently). And it wasn't just here either, I was staying the night there which is always great because my relatives are best friends with her family and live about a minute away, and I get to see my two cousins. Also, her brother and sister are both good friends of mine, and overall I just have a fantastic time over there.
And strangely enough for a post like this, I did. She wasn't there when I arrived (that's down to poor planning from both sides), so I just hung around with my cousins and her brother. We had a few wrestling bouts as we always do (looks at bruises on legs and elbow), ate quite a lot and played on her brother's GameCube. She arrived with her friend, and we were supposed to let them in. We had other plans however, and kept them outside for around 15 minutes before finally letting them in. Her friend who'd never met me before was apparently calling me immature, but I didn't care because she was the one standing outside giving it, "oh please, let us in now!"
Anyway, her friend left and while she went to get tonight's dinner with her mum, I played cricket with a crappy tennis ball and a weightless yellow plastic bat. Just as she returned and stepped outside, my 11 year-old cousin bowled to me and I smacked it surprisingly hard (especially considering the weight of the bat), and it happened to smash right where the sun doesn't shine. He fell to the floor half-crying and half laughing while her brother rolled around on the grass in hysterics, and her only comment was, "what a shot!" I tried to console my fallen cousin until I realised I should be running, but it was too late as he gained vengeance and ran me out.
Anyway, after that I went on the Internet with her and she forced me to log onto my MSN, where she procceeded to ask Fogmaster, Jetster and GasMask if they had a pic. This reminds me...
GASSIE! YOU NEARLY GOT ME INTO DEEP CRAP! :D Why? Your first comment when she said hello and told you her name was, "Ahh, I've heard about you." WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? :D I ended up making some crappy excuse about a chain mail, and then quickly logged off before you could do any more damage. ;) She then went on her account, and I was shocked to find that she typed faster than I do.
Anyways, I've droned on long enough and all I can say is that we stayed up until about 4am with her brother and sister just talking and having a laugh (this included me and her brother trying (unsuccessfully) to send a text to her current boyfriend at 3am about how he should stop using stupid text language in his messages, and how loads is spelt with an 's', not a 'z'. After twenty minutes we finally managed to send it, and her reaction was rather amusing. We failed to mention in the text about how her ex-boyfriend (me) and brother were sleeping next to her, and how I'd invented a technique called 'knuckling' which was rather pyshical (sp?)
So, I got home this afternoon very happy about the way it had gone, and I still think there's hope for us in the future...maybe she just doesn't realise that yet. And even if not, I'm lucky to have met someone so amazing in my lifetime...I can't really explain to you why she is so amazing to me, but I'm sure most of you understand. Also, I'm very different over there than I am usually at home or at school...I'm just much more lively and confident, and it's nice.
But then it hit me again. There's always a consequence about living almost an hour away from each-other, and that is we can't see each-other that often at our age. To add to it, she's going on holiday in a few days for two weeks, and then I'm going for 10 days on the 21st. With school starting again on the 6th September this doesn't leave us much time, and although it was acceptable to go during school weeks when we were going out, because we're just 'friends' now our parents don't seem to think it's so important.
So, this meant I was feeling pretty crap, and then I learnt me and my family were going to the cinema to see MIB 2. The film was okay, but I spent more time becoming more depressed than watching it, and the trip home was hell. My sister screamed and cried the whole way back because her friend couldn't come over, and my brother complained and moaned about almost anything. This caused my mother to literally have a nervous breakdown driving home, and I sat there with...well, it sounds harsh, but hatred. Especially my sister...she's in tears because she can't have a friend over...she doesn't know a thing about emotional pain. I felt like all letting it all out then, about what happened around a year ago. Now I'm beginning to realise that people have gone through much more than me, but it still hurts like hell. I just wanted so much to go back, and spend one more night there. I've felt so depressed that I've just spent the last couple of hours in my room.
But now I'm back home, and there's nothing I can do about it. When will I see her again? I'm hoping I can go over there a few days before school starts, but it's unlikely. So now I guess, I'm paying for great time I had yesterday and this morning. Damn, I don't know what to think.
I'm a right soppy git, aren't I? :D
Anyway, if you did read this then thanks, and be proud of your epic achievement. Now I have to go back to my pointless existence, so I'll talk to you all later. Ant.
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