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"I Looked at the Sky"

I went to the window.
I looked outside. I looked at everything outside, the sheer size of it all.
I looked at the horizon.
I glanced up at the sky.
I looked at the stars.
I imagined it all.
I felt sad, I felt depressed.
I am stuck here, this single solitary place. Yet it all awaits me. The world has yet to embrace my impact.
I've still got to understand myself, let alone let anyone else understand me.
It's crazy.
I'm just so... depressed.
My mind is spinning.
Gah

pishhh


I blocked *everyone* on SR months ago.


There are only three people from SR on my list that aren't blocked.


Here is an expression of my feelings:


I sat in my chair
And looked at the forums
I read a post by Azul
It was crap
I said it was crap
I played Generals

And just to make it clear to others reading that, he didn't block me because I attempted to help, he didn't block me at that point.
It was later on, he just... ignores people. Making an effort. Trying to speak.

WS, what a wonderful bundle of joy you are.
I attempted to speak to you on MSN.
You told me you weren't feeling good, that you felt depressed.
I tried to speak to you, cheer you up, help you.
Pfft, and you block me for no reason whatsoever.

It was a crap expression of your feelings then.


Really crap.

:oD

Um ye, i just stood in dog poo...
Never went out again...

Whitestripes wrote:
> Ignorant or not, it doesn't alter the fact that it was crap.

Alter the fact that what was crap?
The original post?
How the feck can it be crap if it's not aiming to be anything?
In order for something to be crap, it has to be aiming for something.
It was just something I did, I felt depressed, Christ, does everything have to be so God damned perfect?
I wrote it down, trying to express my feelings. Pfft.

All the birds in the sky,
They crap in my eye,
I want to cry,
I really do try,
I'll eat a pie,
I do not know why,
Am I tellling a lie?
Maybe am I,
Wearing a tie,
That makes me fly,
Into the sky,
Where this began,
The sun gives me tan..
And skin cancer,
I am not prancer,
This is getting even worse
I am going as I have a thur-
st for a DRINK!!
I think....

Ignorant or not, it doesn't alter the fact that it was crap.

Sorry, I forgot that FOG was full of ignorant twáts.