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yep i know its been done in FOG but if they have one why cant we
in here you can write about anything
the so-called phantom-matches-reporter
tony
wwf(obviously)
just anything
i konw we have general topics and rumours and stuff but this is just a place to come a nd do anything(enjoy)
if you dont like it dont use it

Fifteen. :P

And what sort of experiments do you encourage?

I think you should experiment sexually. Hell, you’re sixteen.

Yeah, I'm about tonight Ant. I hope I've been of some help.

Hmmm...cheers Matteh, I'll take your words into account.

I was feeling really depressed last night about a bit of a situation I'm in, it's nothing too bad really but for some reason last night I felt really bad about it and had to write something, and that's what came out.

If I'm not busy tonight I'll have a chat with you dude, thanks again for taking the time out to read and help. {:)

Well, it was obvious from what you wrote that you are seriously confused. Here's what I think. If I get the wrong end of the stick, just ignore what I say. :)

You can't trust this person because you don't trust yourself? Trust is built over days, months, years and over a series of events. It really shouldn't matter that you don't trust yourself. If that person has done something to shake your trust, then you have a reason to not trust them.

To try and predict what goes through other people's minds is impossible. It's better to ride the rough with the smooth and don't try too hard to think over everything. There will be times when people do things that surprise you, hurt you, please you and you have to ride each one. It's like a rollercoaster. Once you are on it, you can't get off it when you come to a bit you don't like. You have to ride it all the way through. You may feel worse the first few times you ride it, but the experience is built up over time and it doesn't feel as bad.

You may be scared of the 'What if's' but life is full of 'What If's'. There is no way you can control everything that happens in your life. Your emotions may be hard to deal with but, to use a cliche, time will heal whatever wounds there are.

My advice is stay calm, try to relax and try to think less about it all. The answers usually appear and everything usually works itself out, even if it doesn't go the way you think it should. Just hang in there and remember that I'm here for you and you can always trust in me.

Erm, that's a side I've never seen of the usually positive and cheerful Ant. Um, most of that post seemed to be directed at someone you love, possibly a girlfriend? Or maybe I got the wrong idea...

I don't feel comfortable posting this in Life. Please read it if you have the time, and make of it what you will...maybe you guys can help me, because this is the only way I can release my feelings, but even now I feel...well, just read it, and you'll know how I feel.

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I’m not sure what to say, or how to put my feelings into words…it’s all too complicated. I want to sing, but there is no music. I want to draw, but there is no pencil. I want to talk, but there is no one to talk to.

How can I trust anyone, when I can’t even trust myself? So maybe it is all my fault. And if it is, then I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, because I know you had faith in me…I guess I just didn’t have enough faith in myself. You don’t have to forgive me, and I don’t really expect you to. But I hope you can, because…because I think you want to. And to be honest, I think you have to…you owe me that. But you probably don’t know it.

You probably don’t know just how frustrating, just how confusing, and just how beautiful you really are. And I’ve tried to keep up with you, I really have. I’ve tried to read you, predict your reactions and figure out how your mind works…but I can’t. You’re so unpredictable, that whenever you put me on a high, you send me crashing back down again the next night.

You’ve sent me on a roller coaster of emotions, and I’ve stuck with it, tried to enjoy it. And for that I think I deserve your forgiveness, because at the moment I’m drifting off the rails, and I need you to put me back on track. And I’m scared…I’m so scared that you will wreck my life without even realising it…and maybe you already have. Maybe all that I’ve put on the line for you will become worthless, because you don’t even know how much you mean to me!

And that’s what gets to me. Sometimes I know how much I mean to you, and sometimes I don’t. As always, I’ve made it as hard for myself as I possibly can…out of everyone I could’ve picked, I picked you. And you picked me too…but the problem is, you’ve already picked someone…I was your second choice, but maybe it’s too late for you to change your mind. I was too late…again.

And because you don’t know how much you mean to me, you don’t know how much you can hurt me. And I’m not just talking about my feelings, I mean everything, because you affect everything I do. I’ve tried to forget you – to put you out of my mind, at least for a while…but it’s hard. I see your face in every photo and I hear your voice in every song, and you had to come along at one of the most important stages of my life.

I just wanna talk to you! I just want to sort things out, to patch things up…but even then, would I know where I stand? I’m not so sure I would, because I don’t think you even know. And that’s okay…that’s fine for the moment. I would be happy with that for the time being, as long as you never forget me and always remember just what you saw in me in the first place.

But you’re not here…I know you’re only a couple of miles away, I could run to you right now…but you know I can’t. But you can still talk to me, whenever you want, you of all people should know that! And I wait here just to read your words, but you never come…and that’s partly my fault, I know. But please give me a chance, you have to trust me again because I don’t think I could live with myself. I’ve risked a lot for you, and I’ve forgiven you in the past…please do the same for me, because if you don’t, then it will all become worthless.

And that’s why I’m so scared. I’m scared that everything will come crashing down around me – all my expectations, my hopes and my dreams. There’s so much pressure on me at the moment and you have only added to it, but I don’t mind as long as I am on your mind…so please don’t ignore me. But I’m scared that you will, and I’m scared that you will forget me, and that I’ll be left on my own again, with everything even worse than it was before.

You have to talk to me. Maybe I can survive tonight, but I can’t go much longer…please take a chance on me. You have to. But you’re so unpredictable, that I don’t know if you will…and that could devastate me in more ways than you could ever know.

I’m so scared.

So scared.

Scared.

Hopefully...

Hopefully the song will kick lots of ass.

Lipe wrote:
> You know I meant wrestlemania 20

I know... :cD