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"Change"

Change.

Things change.

Sometimes for the best and sometimes for the worse.

I am eighteen now, I dont feel 18. I am five foot tall for a start - how can someone so small be eighteen? yet now I have turned eighteen I do not get ID'd!!!

I am learning to drive I am looking at moving away if I go to university.

I am in a long term relationship and I am looking to the future.

But things change, It seems only yesterday I was in uniform at school, scruffy shoes short skirt, tie way to short planning with my two friends Matt and Dan what to do for the weekend. We would catch a bus a train and a bus and a train to this place for fun - or go ice skating and watch me fall over.. maybe they would go biking and i would follow them freezing in a coat to big for me in the snow -

They would bundle me to the ground as I lay there freezing and snorting. They were my two brothers. They were towering above me - my best friends.

The gleesome threesome.

We grew up together. Things change. Dan left school, Matt distanced from me as he knew I wasnt theirs anymore when I finally pulled my man and tnow he has got into trouble so can only come to lessons and nothing else - no school access.

But Dan.. Dan has just found me on the net to tell me at the end of May he is moving away. To australia.

Now I knew it would happen but he has said it since year 8 for peteys sake!

Now my childhood seems strange. A big part of my life has gone, I am happpy now - But those days are gone Yet they seem like yesterday. He is gone.

Weird.

Is change!

They don't have a childs section,

come on msn a sec theres something i need to tell you

That means "child" section.

i'm 19 and 5 foot. I don't mind being small, i play on the small and cute thing and all blokes wanna f**k me...hahahahaha...oh well...

Also, i got my first pair of trouser that i don't need to take up today, from the petit section in miss selfridge!

I have a few Werther's somewhere.

Werthers Original.

"Here son, suck on this"

Im 16. yes.

Holy sheeete, Edgy only 19? gamesfreak still 16!?!?

I feel old, my bones are creaking already.

Want a Butter sweet?

Intriguing.

You can believe whatever you want to believe. If you imagine me as 61, thats fine by you.

Just keep it to yourself, sonny-jim.

So...61...