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"Liar?"

When i left for university last summer for my first year, i was ready for anything, beer, ladies and more beer, (I dont count the workload). But little did i know the impact it would have on my life.

University is the greatest decision i have ever made, so far in life and it is living up to most of my prior ideas of univ life. But one thing i wished i had not done, is to make a small white liar in two weeks of starting.

This lye was not very big at all, but little did i know that i would cause all sorts of problems.

This lye was that i was Dyslexic. (Good job they have spell check on word ain't it.) I have big trouble in saying what i mean, and spelling, in many eyes that normally means that you are Dyslexic. But i have never been diagnosed with that.

Ever since i feel the guilt building up on my shoulders, and soon i am break. U might think i am stupid after one white liar and being that small how can anyone feel guilty.

When you lye once, it caused me to lye more like a snowball effect gladually building every day, until gravity forces it down upon my feeble body.

After liaring, i fought ok that was easy, why not lye again and again. Until one point last term when i found to myself thinking i am some sort of con-artist tricking people into feeling sorry for me. Why did i start this rubbish and what do i do now i keep asking myself? Do i come clean and my mates doubt everything i say or do i keep quiet and hopefully no body find out about the lye's i have said.

Maybe i think to myself, I am only strenching the truth as long as the truth can be strenched. Because i do find diffculties in saying what i mean and my english language as a whole. But i just think that to make myself feel less guilty.

It seems to me that after saying a white lye guilt starts building and building. Just after one white lye i feel like this, good job i am not a professional con artist. I like i would of killed myself already.

A lot of people are slightly dyslexic, far more than you would realise. Isn't all bad though, generally dyslexics have better visualisation skills apparently.

Night darling, sleep well.

*continues to play Spider Solitaire till he beats Feef's score*

My brain has stopped churning out sense, so ill bid anyone still awake good night... ill give u my experiences with liars tomorrow..

Also take into account i have not posted anything on special reserve for about a year i need to get back into the swing of things.

tigamilla wrote:
> Bobs_Monkhouse wrote:
> Really my spelling is that bad
>
> Its not ur spelling thats wrong its the point of the whole thing.. its
> like uve missed out the main bit and only told us the intro and
> outro...

I was in a rush and wanted it done quickly and like normal did not think of reading over what i have said.

Sorry i wasnt taking the p@ss mate just that your style is diff and at this time of night on a lovely warm Friday, diff=drunk in my books... (because thats what i do)

As far as I know he's not drunk, and yes he does write like that all the time. :0)

You never know, try going to the doctors and actually get tested, you might get lucky.

I think I'm slightly dyslexic. Well, I've something wrong with reading and speaking, sometimes writing. Doesn't exactly bother me, mind.

Bobs_Monkhouse wrote:
> Really my spelling is that bad

Its not ur spelling thats wrong its the point of the whole thing.. its like uve missed out the main bit and only told us the intro and outro...

Really my spelling is that bad

cookie monster wrote:
> Lying. Lie.

sorry i cannot spell,