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It was her.
On my doorstep.
The one person who I cannot defend myself against, There one person who makes me destroy myself when I think of her.
My heart is skipping beats.
Its been six months since I broke up with her, we haven't spoken for two, It was the longest relationship of my life and most probably the only person who I have ever thought about spending my life with.
One half of me shouts 'cold hearted *****', the other that I love her, I have no doubt in my mind about that, and my mind tells me that I always will, but I don't trust her. I don't trust anyone recently, even my long term friends.
All because of her. I these few seconds, she has sent my brain into override. I know that shes broken up with another boyfriend, she keeps turning up at my house when she does, Its been 6 months and four new boyfriends for her, with no time single, dumping one after another for the other.
Now we broke up because we were arguing, and personally, I was begining to resent her, we both needed time alone to reflect, but I needed to know why we were having problems, but the 'I don't know' answer always came. When I did find out she destroyed me in such a way that I couldn't leave it, we argued for two months.
Then my Nan died, all I wanted was someone to speak to, someone who knew me as well as myself. But she wouldn't. And my mind came to its conclusion that I am better than her.
But I still feel almost hungover, my confidence ripped from me, I cry when in my own company. I can't sleep. I've personally amassed an entire 3 pulls since Novemeber,what a cassonova I am..not.
I have no idea what to do.
So act impassive, and I did.
But its getting harder to do every time she appears, I'm getting more and more detatched from my friends, more and more lonely. I don't think I want her, but I do.
I hate this. I don't feel like doing it anymore.
On my doorstep.
The one person who I cannot defend myself against, There one person who makes me destroy myself when I think of her.
My heart is skipping beats.
Its been six months since I broke up with her, we haven't spoken for two, It was the longest relationship of my life and most probably the only person who I have ever thought about spending my life with.
One half of me shouts 'cold hearted *****', the other that I love her, I have no doubt in my mind about that, and my mind tells me that I always will, but I don't trust her. I don't trust anyone recently, even my long term friends.
All because of her. I these few seconds, she has sent my brain into override. I know that shes broken up with another boyfriend, she keeps turning up at my house when she does, Its been 6 months and four new boyfriends for her, with no time single, dumping one after another for the other.
Now we broke up because we were arguing, and personally, I was begining to resent her, we both needed time alone to reflect, but I needed to know why we were having problems, but the 'I don't know' answer always came. When I did find out she destroyed me in such a way that I couldn't leave it, we argued for two months.
Then my Nan died, all I wanted was someone to speak to, someone who knew me as well as myself. But she wouldn't. And my mind came to its conclusion that I am better than her.
But I still feel almost hungover, my confidence ripped from me, I cry when in my own company. I can't sleep. I've personally amassed an entire 3 pulls since Novemeber,what a cassonova I am..not.
I have no idea what to do.
So act impassive, and I did.
But its getting harder to do every time she appears, I'm getting more and more detatched from my friends, more and more lonely. I don't think I want her, but I do.
I hate this. I don't feel like doing it anymore.
It real, although the way I wrote it does make I sound a bit worse than it is.
First off, tell her to stop coming to you, then go for the girl you've had your eye on, the other girl.
Is this for real or one of those 'dramatic piece' things?
I can relate to this due to several messed up relationships. You have to learn all girls/women are heatless callous ******* who want to do nothing but hurt you and mess you about emotionally.
I can relate to this due to several messed up relationships. You have to learn all girls/women are heatless callous ******* who want to do nothing but hurt you and mess you about emotionally.
It was her.
On my doorstep.
The one person who I cannot defend myself against, There one person who makes me destroy myself when I think of her.
My heart is skipping beats.
Its been six months since I broke up with her, we haven't spoken for two, It was the longest relationship of my life and most probably the only person who I have ever thought about spending my life with.
One half of me shouts 'cold hearted *****', the other that I love her, I have no doubt in my mind about that, and my mind tells me that I always will, but I don't trust her. I don't trust anyone recently, even my long term friends.
All because of her. I these few seconds, she has sent my brain into override. I know that shes broken up with another boyfriend, she keeps turning up at my house when she does, Its been 6 months and four new boyfriends for her, with no time single, dumping one after another for the other.
Now we broke up because we were arguing, and personally, I was begining to resent her, we both needed time alone to reflect, but I needed to know why we were having problems, but the 'I don't know' answer always came. When I did find out she destroyed me in such a way that I couldn't leave it, we argued for two months.
Then my Nan died, all I wanted was someone to speak to, someone who knew me as well as myself. But she wouldn't. And my mind came to its conclusion that I am better than her.
But I still feel almost hungover, my confidence ripped from me, I cry when in my own company. I can't sleep. I've personally amassed an entire 3 pulls since Novemeber,what a cassonova I am..not.
I have no idea what to do.
So act impassive, and I did.
But its getting harder to do every time she appears, I'm getting more and more detatched from my friends, more and more lonely. I don't think I want her, but I do.
I hate this. I don't feel like doing it anymore.
On my doorstep.
The one person who I cannot defend myself against, There one person who makes me destroy myself when I think of her.
My heart is skipping beats.
Its been six months since I broke up with her, we haven't spoken for two, It was the longest relationship of my life and most probably the only person who I have ever thought about spending my life with.
One half of me shouts 'cold hearted *****', the other that I love her, I have no doubt in my mind about that, and my mind tells me that I always will, but I don't trust her. I don't trust anyone recently, even my long term friends.
All because of her. I these few seconds, she has sent my brain into override. I know that shes broken up with another boyfriend, she keeps turning up at my house when she does, Its been 6 months and four new boyfriends for her, with no time single, dumping one after another for the other.
Now we broke up because we were arguing, and personally, I was begining to resent her, we both needed time alone to reflect, but I needed to know why we were having problems, but the 'I don't know' answer always came. When I did find out she destroyed me in such a way that I couldn't leave it, we argued for two months.
Then my Nan died, all I wanted was someone to speak to, someone who knew me as well as myself. But she wouldn't. And my mind came to its conclusion that I am better than her.
But I still feel almost hungover, my confidence ripped from me, I cry when in my own company. I can't sleep. I've personally amassed an entire 3 pulls since Novemeber,what a cassonova I am..not.
I have no idea what to do.
So act impassive, and I did.
But its getting harder to do every time she appears, I'm getting more and more detatched from my friends, more and more lonely. I don't think I want her, but I do.
I hate this. I don't feel like doing it anymore.