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"little blah"

I guess it's pretty difficult to keep going if you can't do the thing you're born to.

If every bone in your body screams to inspire someone, and you can't inspire anyone... you do begin to lose hope.

I mean, but heh... not instantly.

And then perhaps halfway through a speech you just can't be bothered anymore. And halfway through a toast you just don't see the point. And halfway through your life you just don't want to go on.

But you're halfway there. It's all downhill from here. And I don't think that means freewheel.

And perhaps we weren't supposed to live this long. Perhaps we were meant to die before. Perhaps that was our full life, not just half.

It doesn't mean I want to die. It just means I'm living out of interest. Let curiosity kill me. Let it kill us all.

Because I'm more than slightly curious to what will happen tomorrow.

:0)

Good.

Good luck though, whatever happens, through whatever situation.

Grix Thraves wrote:
> Bah, if you left, we'd have a massivvveee hole. We'd try stuffing it
> with a few dozen newbies and some sticky tape, but it just wouldn't be
> the same.
>
> Don't leave us Meka, I want your stuff.

I have no intention of leaving.

It's just that I can no longer post or read posts from work, so I can't keep up with all that's going on in the same way, and I miss that.

It's because I don't have the chance to read and reply as often that it's not the same for me anymore. Often I only have time to post something I have written, and read the responses in that thread.

Given the problems I currently have (explained as Being Anonymous) it's hard to find more time, and also to look at things positively.

But yeah, I always be here. :o)

gerrid wrote:
> Let's all go and live...under the sea.
> That's you're answer to everything.