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"I am sorry guess i should have warned you..."

I am sorry guess i should have warned you that i seem to mess up most things. It seems that i get the break but i mess it up somehow just ask anyone of my friends from school.

An example would be that i have been choosen to do GNVQ Business Studys one of the few people in my year, but now i, i feel i am going to fail because my Unit 1 is complete trash.

Another example would be that i do IS all my test scores are 90%, 85%, and attainment 5 out of 5, but i feel i am failing in the coursework.

But my failier is not just accademic but generally everything i try i mess up, i dont know why, i just do stuff without thinking, ever heard of the saying "Think before you speak" well with me its backwards always do THEN think, and the consicenses are nearly always bad. i bomb my friends email and register him with so many spam e groups on the web he has had to change it because of it, why i did it i do not know? why i will do it again i do not know?

But if this is what i am like now i do not know what i will be like when i grow up, what could i do if i fail everything? why why why do i not work hard enough. My english teacher says i am aiming at a C but i know that it will be D maximum why i do not know, why i know i cannot change it i do not know, why i know that it is MY FATE i do not know.

But this is not it there are many, many more things i have done (smash up school property, swear at teachers) why.....i do not know, why i will do them again..... i do not know,why i know i cannot change it..... I do not know, why i know that it is MY FATE..... i do not know.

thank you for letting me say this, it has meant a lot for me , to get the problems 'off my chest' so to say.

I guess i should say sorry to SHEEPY for stealing his topic, but if you read this, or know what it is like to be me, then you should know that it is to be expected.

I am also sorry to any one else that i have ever offended, many of them will never read this, but.... i say it all the same.


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ps im feeling much better now, its just i seriously screwed up a long term relationship on the net

FantasyMeiste® wrote:
> Dunno, Vai, you sound just like I used to be, and I certainly
> don't need any help.
>
> Merry Chrismas by the way if I haven't said it yet.
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> Oh, and Sniper, what GNVQ are you doing?

how long did it take for you to stop needing to be locked up, and start getting respect ps how long have you been here then?

I *think* those are Radiohead lyrics... Are you Thom Yorke?

: )

STAY AWAY FROM ME

attention, attention, i get attention all the time i am an only child, i have too much attention

LOOK AT ME!!!! LOOK AT MEEEEE!!!!!!

(Aren't they lyrics to that fat spices song?)

Like me and Grix do?

Because you demand too much attention?

Dunno, Vai, you sound just like I used to be, and I certainly don't need any help.

Merry Chrismas by the way if I haven't said it yet.

Oh, and Sniper, what GNVQ are you doing?

UH?

why does everyone think i need help.