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4 months now since you killed us
At first it was difficult
I wanted to try and explain and get you to change your mind
I tried to verbalise the panic and suffocating sadness
But I couldn’t
Oh I tried but it came out sounding like
“I love you” and “please don’t do this”
It lacked the total void inside me
But I got stronger and I got it together
I realised that I didn’t need another person to validate myself
And I stood up and started breathing again
Except right at that moment?
You decided you made a mistake
After all my words and efforts
All it took was me agreeing to make you change your mind?
That’s pretty lame
Even for you
And at first I listened and I tried to understand
And yet again you mistook my words
Well pay attention because I’m going to spell it out
Don’t phone me anymore
Don’t email me at work
Don’t write letters or send tokens of your affections
Because it feels like spit in my face
Can you feel it from there?
You spoke this morning of “feeling you beside me, even now”
Can you really feel it?
Feel the hate emanating to you?
Feel the disgust being sent out at you?
Feel the fury boiling away at your insipid whining life?
It’s hard for you now?
Your calls coincide with the rough times in your life
And you expect me to pick you up and dust you down?
After 4 months of telling you to not contact me
To no effect
How about if I screamed into your blank face
Would that make it clear?
What about if I took off my mask and gave you a glimpse
Just a quick peek at the demon growing underneath
I’m not that polite loving guy that would do anything you wanted
Not any more
Oh no
I’m the last person you should be calling when you’re upset
Because it’s taking everything I have to not claw your face off
There’s no regret or dormant love for you here
If you want to “know how I feel” then be prepared
Because I’ll come running at you
Law of the jungle
I bet I’ll be able to swallow your soul before you get away
Because that’s what I feel for you now
Pure, unblinking, blinding hatred
Not for what you did or said
But for the fact you don’t get it
You don’t leave me alone
You wont stop contacting me
You’re closing off my escape route
You’re bringing yourself closer and closer to me
And you do not want to get near
Because I will do my utmost to destroy you
I will tell you the things you want to hear
Just to laugh in your face when you believe me
I want to make you feel special
And just at that point you look up and smile
When I tell you how nice it is to see you?
That’s when I’ll smile back
And walk out
Because when you fall for me
All over again?
It’ll hurt you more
And right now baby?
That’s what’s making me smile
The thought of your in tears
Not in pity or sadness
But in the knowledge that you truly are alone
And it’s all down to your own choice
I’m just being good old me
And giving you what you wanted
Live it up Angel
It's all downhill from here
At first it was difficult
I wanted to try and explain and get you to change your mind
I tried to verbalise the panic and suffocating sadness
But I couldn’t
Oh I tried but it came out sounding like
“I love you” and “please don’t do this”
It lacked the total void inside me
But I got stronger and I got it together
I realised that I didn’t need another person to validate myself
And I stood up and started breathing again
Except right at that moment?
You decided you made a mistake
After all my words and efforts
All it took was me agreeing to make you change your mind?
That’s pretty lame
Even for you
And at first I listened and I tried to understand
And yet again you mistook my words
Well pay attention because I’m going to spell it out
Don’t phone me anymore
Don’t email me at work
Don’t write letters or send tokens of your affections
Because it feels like spit in my face
Can you feel it from there?
You spoke this morning of “feeling you beside me, even now”
Can you really feel it?
Feel the hate emanating to you?
Feel the disgust being sent out at you?
Feel the fury boiling away at your insipid whining life?
It’s hard for you now?
Your calls coincide with the rough times in your life
And you expect me to pick you up and dust you down?
After 4 months of telling you to not contact me
To no effect
How about if I screamed into your blank face
Would that make it clear?
What about if I took off my mask and gave you a glimpse
Just a quick peek at the demon growing underneath
I’m not that polite loving guy that would do anything you wanted
Not any more
Oh no
I’m the last person you should be calling when you’re upset
Because it’s taking everything I have to not claw your face off
There’s no regret or dormant love for you here
If you want to “know how I feel” then be prepared
Because I’ll come running at you
Law of the jungle
I bet I’ll be able to swallow your soul before you get away
Because that’s what I feel for you now
Pure, unblinking, blinding hatred
Not for what you did or said
But for the fact you don’t get it
You don’t leave me alone
You wont stop contacting me
You’re closing off my escape route
You’re bringing yourself closer and closer to me
And you do not want to get near
Because I will do my utmost to destroy you
I will tell you the things you want to hear
Just to laugh in your face when you believe me
I want to make you feel special
And just at that point you look up and smile
When I tell you how nice it is to see you?
That’s when I’ll smile back
And walk out
Because when you fall for me
All over again?
It’ll hurt you more
And right now baby?
That’s what’s making me smile
The thought of your in tears
Not in pity or sadness
But in the knowledge that you truly are alone
And it’s all down to your own choice
I’m just being good old me
And giving you what you wanted
Live it up Angel
It's all downhill from here
It was just written directly after a phone call that followed an email from her, despite it being 4 months since we split and despite me quite clearly saying "Please don't contact me anymore".
It's what happens when someone you felt for decides to turn you into a yo-yo.
It was either I wrote out what was in my head or I start trying to take stupid mother####s out that refuse to leave me be, despite me saying over and over and over and over "Please don't talk to me. Please leave me alone. I really dont want to talk to you"
Being backed into a corner is never a good thing, especially when emotions are involved.
Forget it and let it sink mate, best place for it.
It's what happens when someone you felt for decides to turn you into a yo-yo.
It was either I wrote out what was in my head or I start trying to take stupid mother####s out that refuse to leave me be, despite me saying over and over and over and over "Please don't talk to me. Please leave me alone. I really dont want to talk to you"
Being backed into a corner is never a good thing, especially when emotions are involved.
Forget it and let it sink mate, best place for it.
I've got sympathy for you mate but this event obviously done you in yet you go about being "tha man".
Err yeah
Good luck
*punches arm*
Err yeah
Good luck
*punches arm*
4 months now since you killed us
At first it was difficult
I wanted to try and explain and get you to change your mind
I tried to verbalise the panic and suffocating sadness
But I couldn’t
Oh I tried but it came out sounding like
“I love you” and “please don’t do this”
It lacked the total void inside me
But I got stronger and I got it together
I realised that I didn’t need another person to validate myself
And I stood up and started breathing again
Except right at that moment?
You decided you made a mistake
After all my words and efforts
All it took was me agreeing to make you change your mind?
That’s pretty lame
Even for you
And at first I listened and I tried to understand
And yet again you mistook my words
Well pay attention because I’m going to spell it out
Don’t phone me anymore
Don’t email me at work
Don’t write letters or send tokens of your affections
Because it feels like spit in my face
Can you feel it from there?
You spoke this morning of “feeling you beside me, even now”
Can you really feel it?
Feel the hate emanating to you?
Feel the disgust being sent out at you?
Feel the fury boiling away at your insipid whining life?
It’s hard for you now?
Your calls coincide with the rough times in your life
And you expect me to pick you up and dust you down?
After 4 months of telling you to not contact me
To no effect
How about if I screamed into your blank face
Would that make it clear?
What about if I took off my mask and gave you a glimpse
Just a quick peek at the demon growing underneath
I’m not that polite loving guy that would do anything you wanted
Not any more
Oh no
I’m the last person you should be calling when you’re upset
Because it’s taking everything I have to not claw your face off
There’s no regret or dormant love for you here
If you want to “know how I feel” then be prepared
Because I’ll come running at you
Law of the jungle
I bet I’ll be able to swallow your soul before you get away
Because that’s what I feel for you now
Pure, unblinking, blinding hatred
Not for what you did or said
But for the fact you don’t get it
You don’t leave me alone
You wont stop contacting me
You’re closing off my escape route
You’re bringing yourself closer and closer to me
And you do not want to get near
Because I will do my utmost to destroy you
I will tell you the things you want to hear
Just to laugh in your face when you believe me
I want to make you feel special
And just at that point you look up and smile
When I tell you how nice it is to see you?
That’s when I’ll smile back
And walk out
Because when you fall for me
All over again?
It’ll hurt you more
And right now baby?
That’s what’s making me smile
The thought of your in tears
Not in pity or sadness
But in the knowledge that you truly are alone
And it’s all down to your own choice
I’m just being good old me
And giving you what you wanted
Live it up Angel
It's all downhill from here
At first it was difficult
I wanted to try and explain and get you to change your mind
I tried to verbalise the panic and suffocating sadness
But I couldn’t
Oh I tried but it came out sounding like
“I love you” and “please don’t do this”
It lacked the total void inside me
But I got stronger and I got it together
I realised that I didn’t need another person to validate myself
And I stood up and started breathing again
Except right at that moment?
You decided you made a mistake
After all my words and efforts
All it took was me agreeing to make you change your mind?
That’s pretty lame
Even for you
And at first I listened and I tried to understand
And yet again you mistook my words
Well pay attention because I’m going to spell it out
Don’t phone me anymore
Don’t email me at work
Don’t write letters or send tokens of your affections
Because it feels like spit in my face
Can you feel it from there?
You spoke this morning of “feeling you beside me, even now”
Can you really feel it?
Feel the hate emanating to you?
Feel the disgust being sent out at you?
Feel the fury boiling away at your insipid whining life?
It’s hard for you now?
Your calls coincide with the rough times in your life
And you expect me to pick you up and dust you down?
After 4 months of telling you to not contact me
To no effect
How about if I screamed into your blank face
Would that make it clear?
What about if I took off my mask and gave you a glimpse
Just a quick peek at the demon growing underneath
I’m not that polite loving guy that would do anything you wanted
Not any more
Oh no
I’m the last person you should be calling when you’re upset
Because it’s taking everything I have to not claw your face off
There’s no regret or dormant love for you here
If you want to “know how I feel” then be prepared
Because I’ll come running at you
Law of the jungle
I bet I’ll be able to swallow your soul before you get away
Because that’s what I feel for you now
Pure, unblinking, blinding hatred
Not for what you did or said
But for the fact you don’t get it
You don’t leave me alone
You wont stop contacting me
You’re closing off my escape route
You’re bringing yourself closer and closer to me
And you do not want to get near
Because I will do my utmost to destroy you
I will tell you the things you want to hear
Just to laugh in your face when you believe me
I want to make you feel special
And just at that point you look up and smile
When I tell you how nice it is to see you?
That’s when I’ll smile back
And walk out
Because when you fall for me
All over again?
It’ll hurt you more
And right now baby?
That’s what’s making me smile
The thought of your in tears
Not in pity or sadness
But in the knowledge that you truly are alone
And it’s all down to your own choice
I’m just being good old me
And giving you what you wanted
Live it up Angel
It's all downhill from here