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What have I been doing? Wasting my life. I am really annoyed with myself at the moment. I just realised I dwell way too much on a situation then acting apon my feelings, I just would hate to be hit back by the feelings not being returned. Hell, that has happened before.
About one hour I was complaing to myself how I didn't like how I looked or who I was. Wished I was different, really gets you down, shouldn't do that again although I know I will. I wouldn't say I was a minger, but I just ain't happy with how I am in terms of body. Then it hit me.
I am myself, indidivual and amazing in all my own rights. Nobody is like me, nobody. I have had my fair share of crap in my life, or past year, most of you on here may know about some of it. I really want to change a few things about myself. I need to be more confident with my exterior parts. I used to be, but recent events made me create a shell that was hard to break through on every occasion I was around someone I cared about.
Crap. I am so angry and I don't know what to do at all. At least with other crap it was just me, now I know I can hurt myself as well as others. Don't wanna be taking it out on myself again, my body is too completely messed up along the arms. ARGGGAHGRRHRAHGRGHHGARHGARHGAR.
Rollocks. Everyone who is young, read this. Please listen up. I know what the saying means now when people say 'follow your heart'. Please do. I haven't done that on a few occasions, the truth does normally reveal itself completely. Get it out in the open. It hurts less in the long run. I am saying this and I probably won't do it anyway. I know I should. I also know it would hurt too many people.
I want to continue to type for a very long time.
I really need Bill Gates face right in front of me to punch the crap out of. Damn it, something so small ends up so crap.
Life isn't bliss, life is just this : its living.
About one hour I was complaing to myself how I didn't like how I looked or who I was. Wished I was different, really gets you down, shouldn't do that again although I know I will. I wouldn't say I was a minger, but I just ain't happy with how I am in terms of body. Then it hit me.
I am myself, indidivual and amazing in all my own rights. Nobody is like me, nobody. I have had my fair share of crap in my life, or past year, most of you on here may know about some of it. I really want to change a few things about myself. I need to be more confident with my exterior parts. I used to be, but recent events made me create a shell that was hard to break through on every occasion I was around someone I cared about.
Crap. I am so angry and I don't know what to do at all. At least with other crap it was just me, now I know I can hurt myself as well as others. Don't wanna be taking it out on myself again, my body is too completely messed up along the arms. ARGGGAHGRRHRAHGRGHHGARHGARHGAR.
Rollocks. Everyone who is young, read this. Please listen up. I know what the saying means now when people say 'follow your heart'. Please do. I haven't done that on a few occasions, the truth does normally reveal itself completely. Get it out in the open. It hurts less in the long run. I am saying this and I probably won't do it anyway. I know I should. I also know it would hurt too many people.
I want to continue to type for a very long time.
I really need Bill Gates face right in front of me to punch the crap out of. Damn it, something so small ends up so crap.
Life isn't bliss, life is just this : its living.
Its got nothing to do with how I look really, its mainly got something to do with a situation where I know I shouldn't even be.
I like the way I look.
That's not to say I'm sort of model lookalike, because I'm not. I see blokes who are more attractive than me all the time. But I'm ME.
A few years ago I didn't like how I looked, probably the same as you are now. But (and now I'm probably going to sound like your dad :-D) now I've realised that it really doesn't matter.
There's nothing I can do to change it, so why worry about it. I'm happy with who I am, if someone else has a problem with it, then that's their issue, not mine. Let them deal with it while I carry on having fun.
That's not to say I'm sort of model lookalike, because I'm not. I see blokes who are more attractive than me all the time. But I'm ME.
A few years ago I didn't like how I looked, probably the same as you are now. But (and now I'm probably going to sound like your dad :-D) now I've realised that it really doesn't matter.
There's nothing I can do to change it, so why worry about it. I'm happy with who I am, if someone else has a problem with it, then that's their issue, not mine. Let them deal with it while I carry on having fun.
I hate the way i look, i wake up every morning and curse they way ive turned out, and ive even tried some pretty radical things to change it. But i just get on with life, what else can you do.
Do you feel that it would be worse if you hadn't told anyone?
I let the truth out almost two years ago, and it still hurts.
But I guess it is all part of living.
But I guess it is all part of living.
What have I been doing? Wasting my life. I am really annoyed with myself at the moment. I just realised I dwell way too much on a situation then acting apon my feelings, I just would hate to be hit back by the feelings not being returned. Hell, that has happened before.
About one hour I was complaing to myself how I didn't like how I looked or who I was. Wished I was different, really gets you down, shouldn't do that again although I know I will. I wouldn't say I was a minger, but I just ain't happy with how I am in terms of body. Then it hit me.
I am myself, indidivual and amazing in all my own rights. Nobody is like me, nobody. I have had my fair share of crap in my life, or past year, most of you on here may know about some of it. I really want to change a few things about myself. I need to be more confident with my exterior parts. I used to be, but recent events made me create a shell that was hard to break through on every occasion I was around someone I cared about.
Crap. I am so angry and I don't know what to do at all. At least with other crap it was just me, now I know I can hurt myself as well as others. Don't wanna be taking it out on myself again, my body is too completely messed up along the arms. ARGGGAHGRRHRAHGRGHHGARHGARHGAR.
Rollocks. Everyone who is young, read this. Please listen up. I know what the saying means now when people say 'follow your heart'. Please do. I haven't done that on a few occasions, the truth does normally reveal itself completely. Get it out in the open. It hurts less in the long run. I am saying this and I probably won't do it anyway. I know I should. I also know it would hurt too many people.
I want to continue to type for a very long time.
I really need Bill Gates face right in front of me to punch the crap out of. Damn it, something so small ends up so crap.
Life isn't bliss, life is just this : its living.
About one hour I was complaing to myself how I didn't like how I looked or who I was. Wished I was different, really gets you down, shouldn't do that again although I know I will. I wouldn't say I was a minger, but I just ain't happy with how I am in terms of body. Then it hit me.
I am myself, indidivual and amazing in all my own rights. Nobody is like me, nobody. I have had my fair share of crap in my life, or past year, most of you on here may know about some of it. I really want to change a few things about myself. I need to be more confident with my exterior parts. I used to be, but recent events made me create a shell that was hard to break through on every occasion I was around someone I cared about.
Crap. I am so angry and I don't know what to do at all. At least with other crap it was just me, now I know I can hurt myself as well as others. Don't wanna be taking it out on myself again, my body is too completely messed up along the arms. ARGGGAHGRRHRAHGRGHHGARHGARHGAR.
Rollocks. Everyone who is young, read this. Please listen up. I know what the saying means now when people say 'follow your heart'. Please do. I haven't done that on a few occasions, the truth does normally reveal itself completely. Get it out in the open. It hurts less in the long run. I am saying this and I probably won't do it anyway. I know I should. I also know it would hurt too many people.
I want to continue to type for a very long time.
I really need Bill Gates face right in front of me to punch the crap out of. Damn it, something so small ends up so crap.
Life isn't bliss, life is just this : its living.