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"Just Something"

Here I am. Left somewhere I have placed myself over the years, somewhere I don’t want to be, but, I am here and so I live. I’m grateful, in a way, yet sometimes I just wish to escape this prison, this cell you have kept me in for all these years. Have I sinned so much that you hate me? Have I not prayed enough so you love me? No need to answer lord, you’ve gave me the answer and I worship you for it.

Sitting here I don’t know what to feel, a rivers course is not a way to describe my path, I yearn for excitement and energy but I do not find that in anything. I’ll just keep rocking, until my prayers are answered and when they are I shall bow down to your name and tell the people who refuse to know you. But until then, I’ll just keep waiting.

The light which you say you shine, it never reaches me. Is this why I have become this? Become nothing? I ask you these questions but do I get no reply, why do I keep begging? Why do I keep asking you for shelter? Why are you my saviour? Hear me now, give me an answer.

I’ll just keep looking at the walls, I’ll just keep watching them crumble. But until then, I’ll just keep waiting and we’ll just keep weighing me down.

Also read it. Not really sure what to say, so I won't.

Just thought I'd say I've read it.

Was it about God? It may seem obvious, but it seemed like it was half way about God, but just using it as a comparison to someone else in life...

Here I am. Left somewhere I have placed myself over the years, somewhere I don’t want to be, but, I am here and so I live. I’m grateful, in a way, yet sometimes I just wish to escape this prison, this cell you have kept me in for all these years. Have I sinned so much that you hate me? Have I not prayed enough so you love me? No need to answer lord, you’ve gave me the answer and I worship you for it.

Sitting here I don’t know what to feel, a rivers course is not a way to describe my path, I yearn for excitement and energy but I do not find that in anything. I’ll just keep rocking, until my prayers are answered and when they are I shall bow down to your name and tell the people who refuse to know you. But until then, I’ll just keep waiting.

The light which you say you shine, it never reaches me. Is this why I have become this? Become nothing? I ask you these questions but do I get no reply, why do I keep begging? Why do I keep asking you for shelter? Why are you my saviour? Hear me now, give me an answer.

I’ll just keep looking at the walls, I’ll just keep watching them crumble. But until then, I’ll just keep waiting and we’ll just keep weighing me down.