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I am
And I can say that honestly.
You see many people around you at school that obviously are attarcted to the looks of a certain person and are so nervous because they don't know one another they hardly talk... and stuff. You know the type... the trophy girlfriends and boyfriends.
Sure there are a few that obviously do *love* each other like some of my friends but others just seem to do it for the hell of it.
It's not as if I'm some fat bloke who chokes when he talks to a girl it's got to the point where I look at people in a very negative way and only a few people I like, those who share same interests and those who I see as intelligent or basically just nice people. Both of them at each sex but I don't feel attracted to people and would just be wasting time if I were to go out with them.
If I do meet some one who I know is right then I will but until then I'm happy being a single soul in the world with a low self-confidence... people suck and usually the most attractive females are of the least intelligence and such a waste of beauty.
:)
And I can say that honestly.
You see many people around you at school that obviously are attarcted to the looks of a certain person and are so nervous because they don't know one another they hardly talk... and stuff. You know the type... the trophy girlfriends and boyfriends.
Sure there are a few that obviously do *love* each other like some of my friends but others just seem to do it for the hell of it.
It's not as if I'm some fat bloke who chokes when he talks to a girl it's got to the point where I look at people in a very negative way and only a few people I like, those who share same interests and those who I see as intelligent or basically just nice people. Both of them at each sex but I don't feel attracted to people and would just be wasting time if I were to go out with them.
If I do meet some one who I know is right then I will but until then I'm happy being a single soul in the world with a low self-confidence... people suck and usually the most attractive females are of the least intelligence and such a waste of beauty.
:)
I knew people that went out with girls just because they wanted a girlfriend, rather than they actually cared for her. That was back when I was 15 or so mind, 10 years ago, or so.
But now I'm happily married, and yes, there's stuff I did when I was single that I don't do anymore, but most of the time what we do together is now what I'd prefer to do.
But there's certainly no point being with the wrong person. Well, maybe there's one reason...
But now I'm happily married, and yes, there's stuff I did when I was single that I don't do anymore, but most of the time what we do together is now what I'd prefer to do.
But there's certainly no point being with the wrong person. Well, maybe there's one reason...
As happy as Larry....... just who IS Larry?
The last person I liked sort of, was a horrible person in a few ways, and a wonderful person in loads of ways. I wrote many e-mails to her and she got to know me pretty well, but lots of things kept happening that weren't too good. It was the night before birthday and we went out on a Friday night and everything was going very well and then I went to the bar to get her a drink and when I came back she was kissing someone else, which was really quite depressing and ruined my birthday. And another time we went to a ball-type-thing and she ended up kissing one of my better friends. Equally bad.
I do have a long-term/distance girlfriend though. But she's my best-friend and soul mate all rolled into one. The only poblem is that she lives in America and so I have to wait long periods of time to see her but we talk and e-mail so it's not too bad. She's coming to England in the summer, and it's ages since I've seen her... She's called Alicia, or Licia, or Lici, or Ali and she's half mexican and half swedish and beautiful in hundreds of ways. She finishes off my sentences for me and she sings to me on the phone. It's strange, there have been people who I've found it impossible to talk to for any length, I mean just to think of things to say, but with her I could speak forever and never get bored or run out things to say. Last time she phoned we spoke for 6 hours continuously and it was actually the happiest I've ever been, but that should change when she comes over... It's kind of where the phone calls in my stories/poems come from, but not always.
Most of my stories have a lone solitary person in them. There was one on my pre-accidently-formatted hard drive about a boy who watches the vast expanses of ocean from a clifftop and then turns back and looks at the claustrophobia of the town behind him and then jumps off the cliff. That person is usually me, or founded in who I am, and 90% of the time they are solitary people because I am exactly like that. I've regressed from friendships as most of my former friends are now into drugs or alcohol and I don't like either. But I'm not friendless, I don't dislike anybody and no-one dislikes me, I just don't have any close friends at school; they're mostly acquaintances. There's a few people who I watch films with from time to time, but apart from that I don't want to be part of the pubs and drugs culture. Also a lot of them have a tendancy to be mindless at times. On an activity day at school, a group of people in my year decided to smash up a load of old tables and chairs that were outside a shed, as an instructor person looked on in absolute bemusement. The supposed middle-class utopia of my school is actually just a thin veneer.
Most of the time I'm by myself, but I don't really mind. I can have interesting conversations in my head, with my head usually becoming Alicia. It may sound like mild schizophrenia but it's not really. "It's like hearing the words in your head as you type them out" he said as he heard the words in his head and typed them out. I like being alone in really peaceful places. My parents think that I watch films until 3am but I don't. Most of the time I watch a film that goes on until quite late then I turn the tv off and sit in the silence for a while and think. And then I go and write in my diary, until I'm tired enough to fall asleep.
Which is probably what I'll go and do now...
I find that I need someone else to feel complete.. but I know who that person is now, so it's okay.
my eyes are rapidly becoming heavier. I need rest.
Night all
I do have a long-term/distance girlfriend though. But she's my best-friend and soul mate all rolled into one. The only poblem is that she lives in America and so I have to wait long periods of time to see her but we talk and e-mail so it's not too bad. She's coming to England in the summer, and it's ages since I've seen her... She's called Alicia, or Licia, or Lici, or Ali and she's half mexican and half swedish and beautiful in hundreds of ways. She finishes off my sentences for me and she sings to me on the phone. It's strange, there have been people who I've found it impossible to talk to for any length, I mean just to think of things to say, but with her I could speak forever and never get bored or run out things to say. Last time she phoned we spoke for 6 hours continuously and it was actually the happiest I've ever been, but that should change when she comes over... It's kind of where the phone calls in my stories/poems come from, but not always.
Most of my stories have a lone solitary person in them. There was one on my pre-accidently-formatted hard drive about a boy who watches the vast expanses of ocean from a clifftop and then turns back and looks at the claustrophobia of the town behind him and then jumps off the cliff. That person is usually me, or founded in who I am, and 90% of the time they are solitary people because I am exactly like that. I've regressed from friendships as most of my former friends are now into drugs or alcohol and I don't like either. But I'm not friendless, I don't dislike anybody and no-one dislikes me, I just don't have any close friends at school; they're mostly acquaintances. There's a few people who I watch films with from time to time, but apart from that I don't want to be part of the pubs and drugs culture. Also a lot of them have a tendancy to be mindless at times. On an activity day at school, a group of people in my year decided to smash up a load of old tables and chairs that were outside a shed, as an instructor person looked on in absolute bemusement. The supposed middle-class utopia of my school is actually just a thin veneer.
Most of the time I'm by myself, but I don't really mind. I can have interesting conversations in my head, with my head usually becoming Alicia. It may sound like mild schizophrenia but it's not really. "It's like hearing the words in your head as you type them out" he said as he heard the words in his head and typed them out. I like being alone in really peaceful places. My parents think that I watch films until 3am but I don't. Most of the time I watch a film that goes on until quite late then I turn the tv off and sit in the silence for a while and think. And then I go and write in my diary, until I'm tired enough to fall asleep.
Which is probably what I'll go and do now...
I find that I need someone else to feel complete.. but I know who that person is now, so it's okay.
my eyes are rapidly becoming heavier. I need rest.
Night all
you sound like you have been refused? or something. sorry mate. anyway its not always the nicest girls are the most stupid.
I'm fine too. In order for my mind to work properly, I really do need to be alone. I've never met anyone that I can really communicate to on the level that I'd love to. No-one female, anyway.
I'm not the most attractive egg in the basket... err... but I'm not ugly, I'm sure. I just keep very much to myself, and it scares a lot of people, unsurprisingly.
Over the past few months I've noticed another girl that keeps very much to herself, doesn't bother going to every party and out every Friday... not because she's ugly and wouldn't get invited, but because she gets bored, and shes the only damn one to admit it. Christ, girl with a mind? I should dive straight in... metaphorically, please.
It would be interesting to see what her personality is really like... but I'm in no rush at all. How the hell would I be able to do half the stuff I do if I was in a relationship? Porn is out the window for a start...
(Not wanting to state the obvious here, Grix...)
Meh.
I drive around every now and again. Go up to the beach on windy days, sit for about an hour and longer just watching the waves. I think better when I'm alone and away from everything... and I communicate better in my head. I can't talk for crap. I just grunt and stuff. The words come easy on here, but typing is almost first nature to me, speaking is damn difficult.
It's the eyes, you see. The eyes. And the fact that my tongue is a piece of crap, and won't make the right sounds when I move it.
Hate talking.
I'm not the most attractive egg in the basket... err... but I'm not ugly, I'm sure. I just keep very much to myself, and it scares a lot of people, unsurprisingly.
Over the past few months I've noticed another girl that keeps very much to herself, doesn't bother going to every party and out every Friday... not because she's ugly and wouldn't get invited, but because she gets bored, and shes the only damn one to admit it. Christ, girl with a mind? I should dive straight in... metaphorically, please.
It would be interesting to see what her personality is really like... but I'm in no rush at all. How the hell would I be able to do half the stuff I do if I was in a relationship? Porn is out the window for a start...
(Not wanting to state the obvious here, Grix...)
Meh.
I drive around every now and again. Go up to the beach on windy days, sit for about an hour and longer just watching the waves. I think better when I'm alone and away from everything... and I communicate better in my head. I can't talk for crap. I just grunt and stuff. The words come easy on here, but typing is almost first nature to me, speaking is damn difficult.
It's the eyes, you see. The eyes. And the fact that my tongue is a piece of crap, and won't make the right sounds when I move it.
Hate talking.
I don't know about some of you, but I am at a important time in my life. I have my GCSEs soon which pretty much matter for the whole of my life.
Through my expriences I can say that Girlfriends just get in the way and are stressful at times.
If the right person does somehow walk into my life in the next few months then thats good, they will have to be understanding and not the type that goes - "why arent u talking to me?!?" when I did this morning.
I will be after one in a few months but for now, I'm happy :-)
I hate the way your social life is judged by if you have a partner or not, esspically at this age - stupid.
Through my expriences I can say that Girlfriends just get in the way and are stressful at times.
If the right person does somehow walk into my life in the next few months then thats good, they will have to be understanding and not the type that goes - "why arent u talking to me?!?" when I did this morning.
I will be after one in a few months but for now, I'm happy :-)
I hate the way your social life is judged by if you have a partner or not, esspically at this age - stupid.
so am i sheepy.
Ditto.
Until you've completely passed teenagerhood, relationships are uneeded stress. You've got enough emotional problems without having to deal with Love as well.
I was in a relationship with a girl about 3 months ago...it didn't work. We both kinda realised that it was pointless, so we called it a day.
Damn it, I always end up talking about myself in posts. Better stop now.
Until you've completely passed teenagerhood, relationships are uneeded stress. You've got enough emotional problems without having to deal with Love as well.
I was in a relationship with a girl about 3 months ago...it didn't work. We both kinda realised that it was pointless, so we called it a day.
Damn it, I always end up talking about myself in posts. Better stop now.
I am
And I can say that honestly.
You see many people around you at school that obviously are attarcted to the looks of a certain person and are so nervous because they don't know one another they hardly talk... and stuff. You know the type... the trophy girlfriends and boyfriends.
Sure there are a few that obviously do *love* each other like some of my friends but others just seem to do it for the hell of it.
It's not as if I'm some fat bloke who chokes when he talks to a girl it's got to the point where I look at people in a very negative way and only a few people I like, those who share same interests and those who I see as intelligent or basically just nice people. Both of them at each sex but I don't feel attracted to people and would just be wasting time if I were to go out with them.
If I do meet some one who I know is right then I will but until then I'm happy being a single soul in the world with a low self-confidence... people suck and usually the most attractive females are of the least intelligence and such a waste of beauty.
:)
And I can say that honestly.
You see many people around you at school that obviously are attarcted to the looks of a certain person and are so nervous because they don't know one another they hardly talk... and stuff. You know the type... the trophy girlfriends and boyfriends.
Sure there are a few that obviously do *love* each other like some of my friends but others just seem to do it for the hell of it.
It's not as if I'm some fat bloke who chokes when he talks to a girl it's got to the point where I look at people in a very negative way and only a few people I like, those who share same interests and those who I see as intelligent or basically just nice people. Both of them at each sex but I don't feel attracted to people and would just be wasting time if I were to go out with them.
If I do meet some one who I know is right then I will but until then I'm happy being a single soul in the world with a low self-confidence... people suck and usually the most attractive females are of the least intelligence and such a waste of beauty.
:)