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"Just a little something."

Just remembered talking to Rasta about poetry.
Here is a little something.


Silent Tear Drops

If only my heart would open truly,
My tears would continuously flow,
Through out my body filled with poison,
Stopping me from letting go.
So here I am in silence,
With no one by my side,
I should simply turn up the volume,
And swallow my pathetic pride.
But untill the day that happnes
My tears will silentlly be,
Locked up in a heart so gloomy,
Longing to be set free.


If only

If only you were with me,
Standing by my side,
Life would seem so easy
My heart filled with pride,
But seeing you straying,
Straying from my heart,
Makes life seem not worth living
My world is torn apart.
Bearing all the pain as I see
You day by day,
If only things were simple
Life would be my way.
I know now of love
Especially for you,
But love works not both ways,
As your love for me is through.
Tolerance is the problem of a one way
Thought or care,
If only the feelings were mutual
Life would be so fair.
Deserts need to be crossed,
To make my love so clear
Knowing that every step I take
Time is hurrying near.
Have I really lost you?
Frightened you away,
Knowing that ive done so
Makes my heart begin to fray.

Heh, I love poetry.

Soul Cutting

I remember the time
of my last consciousness
and how it always
ended with you

three quarters away from you
and I'm stuck somewhere between
that thing you call love
and that secret you shame lust

I'm stepping inside your looking glass
but all I am seeing are worlds burnt of ash
and you call this love?

This isn't reality because reality is dead

This isn't the end of us, because we've only begun

this isn't affection because I feel no emotion

this isn't hate because we were never enemies

this isn't spite because I'm not that hurt yet

this isn't hostility because I have no regret

this isn't malice because we have no resentment

this isn't vindictiveness because I have no will to
fight

this isn't envy because you have nothing that I want

this isn't greed because I haven't started to take

this isn't deceit because there's nothing to hide

this isn't truth because we're facaded with lies

This isn't fresh because we've spoiled our chances

This isn't the end because we've only begun

This isn't alone because I'm surrounded by you

This isn't life because I have to be dreaming

this isn't faith because I am still where I began

this isn't longsuffering because I am not willing to
wait

this isn't martyrdom because I have lost the cause

this isn't inquisitive because I already know

this isn't lust because we have no where to go

and This can't be love because I haven't lost my sense of
direction

This will never grow old because there aren't enough cuts to make me bleed

This is existence because it's too quiet to be fantasy

Just remembered talking to Rasta about poetry.
Here is a little something.


Silent Tear Drops

If only my heart would open truly,
My tears would continuously flow,
Through out my body filled with poison,
Stopping me from letting go.
So here I am in silence,
With no one by my side,
I should simply turn up the volume,
And swallow my pathetic pride.
But untill the day that happnes
My tears will silentlly be,
Locked up in a heart so gloomy,
Longing to be set free.


If only

If only you were with me,
Standing by my side,
Life would seem so easy
My heart filled with pride,
But seeing you straying,
Straying from my heart,
Makes life seem not worth living
My world is torn apart.
Bearing all the pain as I see
You day by day,
If only things were simple
Life would be my way.
I know now of love
Especially for you,
But love works not both ways,
As your love for me is through.
Tolerance is the problem of a one way
Thought or care,
If only the feelings were mutual
Life would be so fair.
Deserts need to be crossed,
To make my love so clear
Knowing that every step I take
Time is hurrying near.
Have I really lost you?
Frightened you away,
Knowing that ive done so
Makes my heart begin to fray.