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"Up and Downs"

Life, funny little thing.

Now I'm not sure how to start, might just go off on a stupid talk, stream of conscience I think its called.

Anyway I was my usual happy self today, cracking jokes and laughing head off then one tiny tiny tiny little incident happened that made me go all do-lallie in the head.

I won't tell you exactly what because it will spoil the point of this post by its teenage boy stupidity.

It was right at end of day and was not such an incident but it was and may have not had been what I thought it was.

Anyway what I'm saying is life, its full of ups and downs.

I enjoy life most of the time, I had a good childhood but had a few crap things like anyone else. I've got a great family, nothing that wrong with me and got good mates. Reasonably well off but yet some tiny little things can send me into a depression even how trivial they are.

I'm guessing its what bloody teenagers go through but recently I've started thinking a bit.

I wake up miserable in the morning, sometimes take it out on my great family. Go to school, don't show how annoyed I am at life just make people laugh. Come home go all miserable do homework.

So what the hells wrong with me.

I'm usually fine, he sort of guy thats friends turn to talk and be nice and crap when really I do hate life a lot when I get annoyed but just get along best I can as normal.

Anyway...

One week your on the up and feeling fine... then the next it goes down and you feel crap.

Now last week I felt great... then the same kind of incident happend and made me go on a downer today.

So whats answer...

never have Ups because I can't really handle the downs.

Thank You and Sorry for the typical teenage bollards that just splurted out my mouth.

Now to go and do some depressing homework in a cold room.

I think I know what you mean.

I'm normalyy happy and jokey most of the time, but sometimes I just go down, feel crap and won't say anything at all.

To be honest, it lasts about half an hour, then I get bored and fed up of being miserable, so I'm fine again.

It's wierd, it's like being annoyed at something, but you're not sure what. I then get annoyed, at knowing what I'm annoyed about. This goes on in a circle for about half an hour, 'til I realised I'm being a dumb bastad.

I then laugh at myself for being such a t**, and I'm fine, completely forgetting why I was annoyed in the very beginning.



Strange.

Life, funny little thing.

Now I'm not sure how to start, might just go off on a stupid talk, stream of conscience I think its called.

Anyway I was my usual happy self today, cracking jokes and laughing head off then one tiny tiny tiny little incident happened that made me go all do-lallie in the head.

I won't tell you exactly what because it will spoil the point of this post by its teenage boy stupidity.

It was right at end of day and was not such an incident but it was and may have not had been what I thought it was.

Anyway what I'm saying is life, its full of ups and downs.

I enjoy life most of the time, I had a good childhood but had a few crap things like anyone else. I've got a great family, nothing that wrong with me and got good mates. Reasonably well off but yet some tiny little things can send me into a depression even how trivial they are.

I'm guessing its what bloody teenagers go through but recently I've started thinking a bit.

I wake up miserable in the morning, sometimes take it out on my great family. Go to school, don't show how annoyed I am at life just make people laugh. Come home go all miserable do homework.

So what the hells wrong with me.

I'm usually fine, he sort of guy thats friends turn to talk and be nice and crap when really I do hate life a lot when I get annoyed but just get along best I can as normal.

Anyway...

One week your on the up and feeling fine... then the next it goes down and you feel crap.

Now last week I felt great... then the same kind of incident happend and made me go on a downer today.

So whats answer...

never have Ups because I can't really handle the downs.

Thank You and Sorry for the typical teenage bollards that just splurted out my mouth.

Now to go and do some depressing homework in a cold room.