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I gave blood.
It was either the fourth or fifth time I've done it, and it hurt more this time than any time before.
I don't like doing it, I think it hurts the way they p***k* your finger to get a blood sample to check iron levels, I think the feeling of the needle going in is horrible, and it feels really uncomfortable the whole time it's in there. I feel really tired afterwards, and sicky.
Yet I really don't want to stop doing it.
I have one of the rarer blood types, B Negative, so less people are likely to need it. Likewise less people are likely to give it. But that's not any reason to do or not do it.
I think back to why I started doing it. it was back in early 2000, January in fact. I was unemployed and on the worst Government training scheme I could possibly imagine. They had me, a guy with 10 GCSEs 4 A Levels and A C&G in Applications Programming doing a course in basic Word and Excel. If I refused to do it I couldn't get benefits, and couldn't feed my family. I just couldn't get a job as I had the knowledge but no experience, if I went for a lesser job I was told that I wouldn't stick at it or I'd get bored.
I had zero self confidence or respect, 'New Deal' had taken it from me.
Then one day I realised that they were having a blood donar session nearby, so I just went and did it, and it did make me feel like I was doing something worthwhile, something that might save someones life. I felt I was doing a good thing.
So even though it hurts me, as much as they say it doesn't hurt, I think it does, I'll just keep on going back for a while yet. Giving blood is good, it made me feel good, and to think that it could save a life, that's worth it.
*look it's a valid use for the word!
Nope!
But I do like the smell of certain glues and
> other dangerous things. I could so easily have gone down 'that
> path' as a kid, but fortunately my parents brought me up well enough
> to know where it would lead.
Sounds like me but I did go down that path for a while, its not good I can tell you.
I have come off that path now, its hard but it had too be done. It's fun while it lasts but it puts you in so much trouble I can't even open my arms that wide!
Works for me.
Sounds like it should be a quote from an advert!
Even though I have kind of combatted it, I still can't stand the thought of needles in me... anywhere. When ever lying down on my front on the sofa I'll bend my knees to protect them from sudden needle strikes. Weird I know but... Even writing this my right elbow (where all the stuff was done) is giving me a goodly amount of sympathy pain...