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I sat staring into the sun earlier, merely trying to accept myself on a brighter level. My eyes were burning through the pain of no sleep, my body was burning through the pain of living.
I tried to place my hand inside my mind and extract what was hurting, yet I realised moments later you cannot grab or touch something that isn't there. You can't bring out the emptiness, it'll always exist.
The people I love most in the world are mostly false, I hold back the truth that only I know because.. I know.
Yet I bring myself back to where I started over two years ago. The forums which became my dwelling place. I'm older now, I have more scars. In the past twelve months I've endured so much mental pain I could seriously feel my own body wanting to not return from a rare sleep. My case is empty. It shouts at me to stop talking to it. I cannot find a way forward. I cannot forgive her.
Who is she? I don't expect you to know, we broke up in September 2002, and last summer she died infront of me from an overdose. I loved her and this is how I was repaid. I can't forgive because I will never get the answers.
As for the rest of me. it's angry. Angry because I deserve so much more. Surely? Why can't I have it how I want it. I've done my time, I've lived through the ladder. The rungs aren't breaking anymore. My ladder is just burning at the bottom.
I'm too confused to post more. Yet here I am. Back at the start.
You'll all know me oneday.
You'll all know me.
I tried to place my hand inside my mind and extract what was hurting, yet I realised moments later you cannot grab or touch something that isn't there. You can't bring out the emptiness, it'll always exist.
The people I love most in the world are mostly false, I hold back the truth that only I know because.. I know.
Yet I bring myself back to where I started over two years ago. The forums which became my dwelling place. I'm older now, I have more scars. In the past twelve months I've endured so much mental pain I could seriously feel my own body wanting to not return from a rare sleep. My case is empty. It shouts at me to stop talking to it. I cannot find a way forward. I cannot forgive her.
Who is she? I don't expect you to know, we broke up in September 2002, and last summer she died infront of me from an overdose. I loved her and this is how I was repaid. I can't forgive because I will never get the answers.
As for the rest of me. it's angry. Angry because I deserve so much more. Surely? Why can't I have it how I want it. I've done my time, I've lived through the ladder. The rungs aren't breaking anymore. My ladder is just burning at the bottom.
I'm too confused to post more. Yet here I am. Back at the start.
You'll all know me oneday.
You'll all know me.
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Gah, Jesus? What's he gonna do? He won't talk back.
Funny that. Jesus died for all our sins and even the sins we have yet commited.
That means we are forgiven even before we do wrong.
Go figure.
That means we are forgiven even before we do wrong.
Go figure.
Forest Fan wrote:
> This person needs Jesus.
that's your answer to everything,don't be so blind.
> This person needs Jesus.
that's your answer to everything,don't be so blind.
er-no wrote:
> I sat staring into the sun earlier, merely trying to accept myself on
> a brighter level. My eyes were burning through the pain of no sleep,
> my body was burning through the pain of living.
>
> I tried to place my hand inside my mind and extract what was hurting,
> yet I realised moments later you cannot grab or touch something that
> isn't there. You can't bring out the emptiness, it'll always exist.
>
> The people I love most in the world are mostly false, I hold back the
> truth that only I know because.. I know.
>
> Yet I bring myself back to where I started over two years ago. The
> forums which became my dwelling place. I'm older now, I have more
> scars. In the past twelve months I've endured so much mental pain I
> could seriously feel my own body wanting to not return from a rare
> sleep. My case is empty. It shouts at me to stop talking to it. I
> cannot find a way forward. I cannot forgive her.
>
> Who is she? I don't expect you to know, we broke up in September
> 2002, and last summer she died infront of me from an overdose. I
> loved her and this is how I was repaid. I can't forgive because I
> will never get the answers.
>
> As for the rest of me. it's angry. Angry because I deserve so much
> more. Surely? Why can't I have it how I want it. I've done my time,
> I've lived through the ladder. The rungs aren't breaking anymore. My
> ladder is just burning at the bottom.
>
> I'm too confused to post more. Yet here I am. Back at the start.
> You'll all know me oneday.
> You'll all know me.
This person needs Jesus.
> I sat staring into the sun earlier, merely trying to accept myself on
> a brighter level. My eyes were burning through the pain of no sleep,
> my body was burning through the pain of living.
>
> I tried to place my hand inside my mind and extract what was hurting,
> yet I realised moments later you cannot grab or touch something that
> isn't there. You can't bring out the emptiness, it'll always exist.
>
> The people I love most in the world are mostly false, I hold back the
> truth that only I know because.. I know.
>
> Yet I bring myself back to where I started over two years ago. The
> forums which became my dwelling place. I'm older now, I have more
> scars. In the past twelve months I've endured so much mental pain I
> could seriously feel my own body wanting to not return from a rare
> sleep. My case is empty. It shouts at me to stop talking to it. I
> cannot find a way forward. I cannot forgive her.
>
> Who is she? I don't expect you to know, we broke up in September
> 2002, and last summer she died infront of me from an overdose. I
> loved her and this is how I was repaid. I can't forgive because I
> will never get the answers.
>
> As for the rest of me. it's angry. Angry because I deserve so much
> more. Surely? Why can't I have it how I want it. I've done my time,
> I've lived through the ladder. The rungs aren't breaking anymore. My
> ladder is just burning at the bottom.
>
> I'm too confused to post more. Yet here I am. Back at the start.
> You'll all know me oneday.
> You'll all know me.
This person needs Jesus.
Might be wrong, but I don't think it's illegal anymore. Something like.. it was a while ago, but then it got changed to only being illegal if you persuade someone to do it, maybe like euthanasia, for example.
Sorry to hear how you're feeling er-no. Hopefully your head will be clear sometime soon for that's something you deserve right now.
Sorry to hear how you're feeling er-no. Hopefully your head will be clear sometime soon for that's something you deserve right now.
Darling wrote:
> Messy wrote:
> Oh, since your a policeman, is it illegal to commit suicide?
>
> yes it is!
>
> You can also get charged with attempted suicide!
Sounds like a pretty poor idea to me.
"Right sonny, you didn't kill yourself well enough, so you're off to jail."
CUNNING!
> Messy wrote:
> Oh, since your a policeman, is it illegal to commit suicide?
>
> yes it is!
>
> You can also get charged with attempted suicide!
Sounds like a pretty poor idea to me.
"Right sonny, you didn't kill yourself well enough, so you're off to jail."
CUNNING!
Messy wrote:
> Oh, since your a policeman, is it illegal to commit suicide?
yes it is!
You can also get charged with attempted suicide!
> Oh, since your a policeman, is it illegal to commit suicide?
yes it is!
You can also get charged with attempted suicide!
Or rather attempting.
Try locking someone up for it...
Oh, since your a policeman, is it illegal to commit suicide?
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