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Seems every day I wake up with stuff to do "Yeah, gotta show my script at college, get some feedback!" - go in, one person out of about five actually reads it, says it's alright.
"Yeah, gotta go to work, there are four girls there I like!" - one girl is off, I don't sit anywhere near another, things are going "just OK" with the other and I just found out the one I really like spent the night with some *expletive deleted* who works on the other side of the building. And my amazingly funny (I swear!) jokes don't make her laugh, they make her angry, resulting in much "I hate you" talk. Unless I'm making fun of myself or our militaristic manager, she doesn't want to know. My mate is off on Wednesday, it'll be interesting to see if she approaches me to go on our break when he's not here (it's usually me and my friend and her)
Then there's the competition for her. My friend. His friend. His friend's friend, whom she really likes and just spent the night with. Lost in the shuffle is poor MoJo, like a fish out of water. Younger girls are meant to dig older blokes like me (she just turned 17, I'm almost 20 - yikes) Wait, that's true, since the other bloke is my age... Worse still, got a night out coming up, and she's inviting him along. The other girl I really like is part of one of those religions which basically says "no" to drinking (being culturally retarded, I couldn't tell you what religion she is) so plan A - get her so drunk her inhibitions fall enough so she goes for me - is right out the window. Being yourself doesn't work when you're ugly.
Walking home, slipping on the ice and listening to some MP3s, I got so depressed - I almost stopped dead in my tracks, I lost the will to go on. I'm almost 20 and living at home. I want to be a film maker but I'm too lazy to REALLY get out there and make it happen. I haven't had a bird for years and if it weren't for my recent trip to Thailand, I'd be worrying if my equipment was still in order. I'm failing my college course and without it I can't go to uni. I can't drive and I'm too lazy to learn. Girls I like either see me as a friend or don't see me at all. And I only see my mates once a week, if that.
I'm stuck in a cycle of college and work, there doesn't seem like there's any time for ME anymore. I just do as I'm told. Get up, go to college, come home, go to work, come home, sleep, get up, go to college, come home... By the weekend I'm too knackered to want to go out, and I have to book time with my friends six months in advance if I want to see them anyway.
OK, so my dog hasn't died, I haven't lost my phone and my PS2 hasn't stopped working, but I'm still depressed. Had to vent it.
> People are better off with finding the 'one' than some others you
> think you love i think sometimes.
Watching the Matrix never worked for me. Christianity didn't either. So if it's not Jesus or Neo...
Who's the 'one'?
Once you're friends with a girl, they will find it hard to change their opinion of you, for some reason (?). Whereas you've always liked the idea. See, boys toy with sex a lot less than girls do. But they are... more content with that.
Or at least my ex was.
Anyhoo, just a point that the most depressing thing is people who are depressed, or think they're fat.
Especially my ex. (Who tried to kill herself like 6 times before we went out, slitting wrists, overdoses. Which I didn't know. Then stopped while we went out, then I dumped her. For reasons which I won't go into. Then she started again. Now she's so messed up she can't even keep her place at my school, and she's turned into a whoare. Argh. I even, probably as a spin off from her, slit my wrists. Fortunately I wasn't whole hearted enough. The less said the better.)
Even then they often ignore 'nice' guys who are e.g. more mature, much nicer, more caring etc for these other 'bad' guys who are not as great in those terms just cos these nice guys are e.g. not as good looking, not as muscular and or not as cool as them just so they look good in front of their mates.
Are they worth it? At the end of the day yes but only for the right kind of girl otherwise whats the point.. they are confusing heck we have to make the moves everytime aswell right?
> STEEEEEEMPEEE YOU EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDIOT!
:D funny
> Flockhart wrote:
> you should know there is difference between depression and being
> miserable
>
> The two are usually found together. Like Ren and Stimpy.
no being miserable is about not being happy with your life for a reason,depression is a psychological condition in which your life is irrelevant to you
> STEEEEEEMPEEE YOU EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDIOT!
Heh. Those guys were always popular with the ladies. I wonder what their secret was...
> you should know there is difference between depression and being
> miserable
The two are usually found together. Like Ren and Stimpy.