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"Im Scared Again..."

Phone call arrives and I am sitting in the pub in Wimbledon. Dad is on the phone and he tells me my ex is sitting in the kitchen. This is a girl who cheated on me ten months ago. Leaving me with a lot of pain. I told my dad to get rid of her. He demanded I go back home at that instant.

I arrive home, she says her boyfriend has left her, she wants me and always has. I tell her to leave me alone forever. We argue then suddenly she collapses, unconscious.

What do I do?

Wait a few minutes, staring at her, waiting for this fake cry for help to stop. Then I realise she isn't faking it. I call my dad in panic. I run down to the ambulance station. Actually I don't. I walk slowly to the ambulance station because I am confused and sure I am going to wake up.

Ten minutes pass, she is revived and has found to have taken over 25 tablets. Leaving a suicide note saying 'I want you to see my death, as you are the one I have loved'.

Trully messed up. I get in the ambulance, at the hospital I demand she leave me alone, she has brought me more pain than any other person. She keeps questionning this. FFS, this tried to do that STUFF in MY house.

I am extremely angry. I'm scared to sleep because I have bad dreams. Why me again? Two months ago my halve brother tried to kill my mum and he wanted me to watch it happen, I managed to get in the way and receive the wrath of his anger, six months ago I nearly lost my dad. Now this?

I'm scared of living, its too random and I don't have a light anymore.
The tears are hot and salty, maybe oneday they'll be for cheer.

Wow, that's sone really heavy sheet, mate!

Don't tell her you have someone else as an excuse to not be with her. She could go stalking, and take something out on the next girl you speak to. I recon that if she split you for another guy, the other guy must have been a complete dill to let her come back to you in such a state. Do you know him? would it be safe to chat to him to get another side of the story?

Be honest and calm with the girl. Tell her straight that a stunt like that will not get you back, maybe joke about how it makes you think she's a mentalist in hope that she realises it too, but be clear that it's not going to happen between you two, while being there in this obviously rough time for her.

S**t man...I sympathise with you; I once had to take my ex-girlfriend to hospital for pretty much the same reasons.

My advice (for what it's worth); get thee to a headshrinker, cos this kind of stuff stays with you.

My mate's girlfriend threatened to kill herself if he didn't get back with her. That was a few years ago, they're still together now. He's obviosly not totally happy in the relationship, but doesn't want to break up with her, because she's a regular shag. Pft.

I have no advice at all I'm afraid.
Sorry, I don't have a clue what I think you should do.

But if you want to talk about it, msn thing: [email protected]

Good luck.

I'm sorry, er-no. I hope evrythings going to turn out okay. I don't really have any advice.

oh s**t.

I feel for you, I really do. Thats a horrible situation to be in.

i say it is the house. it is a factor which is always present *evils house*

I haven't heard from her since.

I take this as a good thing. I haven't heard from her mum, which means that she was picked up and taken home. Secondly, I haven't heard from her, so maybe thats the end of it.

My life is full of strange happenings. A week ago I nearly fell of some scaffolding while helping my dad, luckily I managed to grab onto one of the metal support poles.

Life is strange.

that or your living in some endless middle-aged audience thriller soap/film hybrid..