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Why is it that when you know you can't have something, you crave to have it more and more?
A typical school crush was what I had. A teacher that was branded a rude, psychotic, dirty-joke-telling, perve by all the other girls. Whereas, that turned me on. Not the pervy part though..! :D
He wasn't even good-looking through other eyes. But of course, all I see is beauty :D
I got into the routine of seeing him almost everyday. Not by choice though, my truancy problem got a little out-of-hand so I had no choice but to see him and talk everyday about pregnancy, sex, gambling and alcohol. It was 'quid-pro-quo', I talked, he talked. Talking is the best way into someone's heart. He won mine.
Ah damnit. I'm sooo bad. Can't believe it. For the past year I have talked nothing of men. Now all of a sudden when I actually do have a boyfriend I burst out with all this crazy 'wanting' stuff. Boyfriend is fine. Great, even. But I still get these sexual desires and fantasies for other people. It's amazing how that works!
But I crave to have him. To test him and try him out. I guess it's something that'll never come true. Unless I *really* wanted it. I believe that if you *really* want something, you can get it sometime or other. So maybe I will. The craving sometimes get so strong I just want to run. Yes.. run. I want to run through fields so far like Forrest Gump. Ok, that was a little too cheesy. But I do. I will have him one day.
That was a God damn year ago! I haven't seen him for a year, yet still want him. To see whether he's the man he's worked up to be in my mind all this time.
It's evil. When you get this amazing plan in your head only to figure out and realise after you've created it, that's it not going to come true! It's a shame I'm too slow to realise that before I start getting all excited and worked up. Why can't fiction be real? Then everybody would be so happy. There must be some way to make desires come true.
I will work on that.
Been wanting a lot lately. When I know I shouldn't. I have enough. There are people out there who have nothing.
*tut*
I will get him!
A typical school crush was what I had. A teacher that was branded a rude, psychotic, dirty-joke-telling, perve by all the other girls. Whereas, that turned me on. Not the pervy part though..! :D
He wasn't even good-looking through other eyes. But of course, all I see is beauty :D
I got into the routine of seeing him almost everyday. Not by choice though, my truancy problem got a little out-of-hand so I had no choice but to see him and talk everyday about pregnancy, sex, gambling and alcohol. It was 'quid-pro-quo', I talked, he talked. Talking is the best way into someone's heart. He won mine.
Ah damnit. I'm sooo bad. Can't believe it. For the past year I have talked nothing of men. Now all of a sudden when I actually do have a boyfriend I burst out with all this crazy 'wanting' stuff. Boyfriend is fine. Great, even. But I still get these sexual desires and fantasies for other people. It's amazing how that works!
But I crave to have him. To test him and try him out. I guess it's something that'll never come true. Unless I *really* wanted it. I believe that if you *really* want something, you can get it sometime or other. So maybe I will. The craving sometimes get so strong I just want to run. Yes.. run. I want to run through fields so far like Forrest Gump. Ok, that was a little too cheesy. But I do. I will have him one day.
That was a God damn year ago! I haven't seen him for a year, yet still want him. To see whether he's the man he's worked up to be in my mind all this time.
It's evil. When you get this amazing plan in your head only to figure out and realise after you've created it, that's it not going to come true! It's a shame I'm too slow to realise that before I start getting all excited and worked up. Why can't fiction be real? Then everybody would be so happy. There must be some way to make desires come true.
I will work on that.
Been wanting a lot lately. When I know I shouldn't. I have enough. There are people out there who have nothing.
*tut*
I will get him!
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Um.. Bazzman.. why? :D
Ms NY.. can i add you to msn?
Indeed he does. Damn, I just lost my 'wanting' of him.
I will work for the Matrix skills though.
I will work for the Matrix skills though.
Ms NY wrote:
> Heh. But I *will* get it one day. I work hard to get something I
> want. Extremely hard. All I have to do is work a little harder for
> this one. It'll be considered a challenge.
but the title of the thread, and logic would dictate that to be unlikely at best. this guy may have a woman of his own.
> Heh. But I *will* get it one day. I work hard to get something I
> want. Extremely hard. All I have to do is work a little harder for
> this one. It'll be considered a challenge.
but the title of the thread, and logic would dictate that to be unlikely at best. this guy may have a woman of his own.
painkiller wrote:
> Crush on a teacher. Why, that's as old as the hills. You've not seen
> him for a year? My advice, stop fantasising about what you're never
> gonna get!
Heh. But I *will* get it one day. I work hard to get something I want. Extremely hard. All I have to do is work a little harder for this one. It'll be considered a challenge.
> Crush on a teacher. Why, that's as old as the hills. You've not seen
> him for a year? My advice, stop fantasising about what you're never
> gonna get!
Heh. But I *will* get it one day. I work hard to get something I want. Extremely hard. All I have to do is work a little harder for this one. It'll be considered a challenge.
Emperor Xerxes wrote:
> Well.......this is...socially unacceptable..hmmm
> Well.......this is...socially unacceptable..hmmm
i thought a geography teacher was hot once. Mr burton he went by.
he was in his twenties had dark hair and was tall... Just my cup of tea.
Everyone else didn't think he was much (but they were into knob jockey's who hung around train stations drinking, smoking and doing drugs whilst wearing hats ridiculously high in their heads.)
It was a crush - i was surrounded by this crowd that didnt suit me much. I was *am* intelligent, i had a passion for writing and was hard working...
yes, I think I was attracted to his quality's (intelligence people not his ass)
OOO and a man in a suit (you know that)
But now i have a boyfriend I have never craved anyone else...I love him to bits and he satisfies me in every way. he is clever and gorgeous and the rest so year 10 crushes on geography teachers are of the past now..
Hmm
he was in his twenties had dark hair and was tall... Just my cup of tea.
Everyone else didn't think he was much (but they were into knob jockey's who hung around train stations drinking, smoking and doing drugs whilst wearing hats ridiculously high in their heads.)
It was a crush - i was surrounded by this crowd that didnt suit me much. I was *am* intelligent, i had a passion for writing and was hard working...
yes, I think I was attracted to his quality's (intelligence people not his ass)
OOO and a man in a suit (you know that)
But now i have a boyfriend I have never craved anyone else...I love him to bits and he satisfies me in every way. he is clever and gorgeous and the rest so year 10 crushes on geography teachers are of the past now..
Hmm
Well.......this is...socially unacceptable..hmmm
*sing* That's what i go to school for...
Crush on a teacher. Why, that's as old as the hills. You've not seen him for a year? My advice, stop fantasising about what you're never gonna get!
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